i dont want to leave this world with regrets... i dont want to have ANY regrets in my life.. but i know, thats like kind of impossible.. haiy.. and now, thinking of some silly acts i've done before and some silly words i've spoken before, i feel regret.. i am not talking about those kind of crazy and silly yet funny things that i've done before but something else... something else that i dont want to mention anymore.. yes, lets forget about that! i hope i can do it and i think i can do it!! XDD because i know, time will heal it.. =)
truth to be told, i am afraid of death.. i dont want to die at young age.. XD i am always in fear when i am sick.. hehe.. cause i think too much... XP but sometimes, i just hope that i could disappear from this world.. hehe.. but i will always change my mind after that.. kekeke.. you know, women change their mind too often.. ^^
(the above paragraphs were actually written like weeks ago.. lol.. so i will be writing something that is not so related to the topic from now on.. hee.. =D)
today is the day...... obviously not the end of the world but a day that can totally affect a past year(2010) form5 students' mood.. so, its obvious that im talking about the SPM results.. hee.. i saw alot of people cried, screamed, laughed like mad and jumped around today.. even before we get the small little paper which will affect our future, some of them already knew their results.. and this made those who were still waiting, to get more nervous.. lol.. XD when i was waiting to get my results, i dont actually have that kind of nervous feeling.. dont ask me why, cause i also dont know why.. haha.. my friends told me that it's because i have confident in myself that i will get good results but i dont think that's the reason.. i just got no feeling.. =.= lol.. haha.. but that feeling did come to me for a short while when i saw my class teacher brought in that stack of PAPERS to the hall.. right before i got my results from my class teacher, the stupid school announced those straight A's student to everyone.. and yea, im one of them.. i was shocked for a while, and then got back to my "no feeling" mood, while the other straight A's students screamed and jumped around like they're going to cause earthquake to happen in our school.. haha.. okayy.. this is a little exaggerating.. XP
after we got our results, we went to the T-Bowl Restaurant for our lunch and that was actually my 1st time to have my meal there.. hehe.. very sua gu hor.. XDD so the food there were okay and i got damn full cause i got extra food from my friend.. hee.. then we went to Hotel Equatorial.. ahem.. haha.. we actually went there to relax ourselves and thats quite a good place to go if you are in an emo mood.. lol.. XD and i felt so nice sitting beside the swimming pool and chit chat with my friends.. that feeling was.................WONDERFUL!! lets go again next time! =) then we went to pasar malam in bukit beruang and bought our dinner there.. we had our dinner at jenn's house and we got to see free performance from her sister.. haha.. then im now here in zee's hse blogging but before this we went for a random plan again which is to eat at Brother John.. lol.. random.. =.= haha..
okayy.. im short of time now cause i got to go back soon.. T.T so, i will blog again if i have the chance.. =) tata~
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