CoMe BaCk...

Do you realize that you've completely turned into another person ever since you been there? I dont know if it is because of the new environment or what but you're kinda like a stranger to me now.. you're so rude to others now and the rudeness is all shown in ur actions and ur words.. why are you so mean to others? do you have to behave like this all the time? do you really think that it's the only way to protect urself from being hurt by others? sometimes, I just feel like you're such a hypocrite.. you can just tell lies without feeling guilty and you can still act like normal.. I think the award for the best liar is meant for you.. you're telling more lies than truths nowadays and you dont even feel bad about it? I just dont understand why must you change to this kind of person.. people normally change to be a better person but you're just becoming worse and slowly turn to be a stranger to me.. I dont even know who you are anymore.. I know thats not the actual you but why? why did you do all these things? why must you do things that give me the feeling as if you're seeking attention from others? are you really that desperate to get someone to care for you? or you're still hoping that the particular person who has disappointed you to care for you again? just stop all these nonsense kayy.. that person is not gonna come back anymore cause that fella doesnt even give a damn about those things you do.. and now you're hurting someone else just because that person have hurt you like this before? haiy.. there are too many things I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't write them all out here.. I just wish that you'll get back to the normal you again.. let the angel in you show herself :)

To the original you, please come back......

SuMmArY 2...

and now I'm gonna continue the story :)

December 2011
back to December~ :D -Taylor Swift-
hehe.. one of my favourite songs :) hmm, so talking about December, it's a pretty busy month for me though.. for the first 3 weeks of this month, I had extra classes every weekdays, like seriously? lol :/ but I still had the chance to enjoy my December since I'm a December baby.. hehe :) on the 7th of Dec 2011, the only thing that I'm not feeling happy about is I've had to attend extra class that day and it's maths extra class * to be honest, I dont like the teacher >.<* lol.. but thanks to this extra class, my classmates managed to surprise me! they gave me a pair of HIGHHEELS as my birthday present! :DD oh myy, I was really very very very happy~ :D (fyi, I'm very obsessed with highheels! teehee :P) Lu ee managed to trick me by saying that she preserved an insect and the specimen was kept in the shoe box and she wanted me to see if it could be used for her individual work.. and I actually believed it! I dont know whats wrong with me but I just became so slow that I didn't even realize that it was a present for me.. and hell yeah I love that highheels! :)) they even asked me to wear it to the prom and yes, I did :)

In early December too (which i forgot the date >.<) , my SPOC babes Ber & Soo celebrated our birthday at Xuan Music Cafe.. they surprised us too cause we thought that it was just a gathering for we have not met each other for a long time ad.. and I guess all of us enjoyed the chatting and the music that night :)

the birthday cake :) ♥

my SPOC babes! :D ♥ *one was absent though :(*

Happy Birthday to us! :) ♥

The most special present I've ever received :D
*credits to Ber and Soo*

and then on the 15th of Dec, I was involved in an event --- MHS charity movie screening :) we were busy preparing before the event and it turned out to be a successful one! :D glad it went well although the process of making it succeed isn't that easy >.< we watched Alvin and the Chipmunks in GSC Dataran Pahlawan and it was actually the very first time for me to sit on the floor of a cinema throughout the whole movie.. a special and nice experience :) and I love that movie cause those chipmunks are just so cute! :D

The committee board of Charity Movie Screening 2011 :)

18th of Dec, it's my wifey SuperNisseee's birthday :) she invited us to her birthday dinner in a restaurant (I forgot the name of the restaurant >.<) and celebrated her birthday there with her family and her MMU friends.. we gave her a bag with The Pearl (LOL XD) as her birthday present and I guess she likes it? XD and here are some pictures of the night :)

me and SuperNisseeee ♥

Gay Tong and the girls :D

peace! :)

all girls at the back! :DD

group photo with cakieee :)

19th of Dec, one of the most special days of my life :) I WENT TO PROM! LOL :D (never thought that I would attend a prom actually XD) so this is the first prom in my life! a very unique and extraordinary experience for me as I've never been to an event like this before.. although it's all about watching performances and dancing all night long, I still enjoyed every single second of it.. it just felt like a dream cause I've never dressed up like this before.. and I was really very very lucky to have won 2nd runner up for the Best Dressed Girl Award :) kinda stunned though when they called up my name :O and then we just danced danced danced like we're crazy XD really enjoyed it cause it helps to release stress.. haha.. but my feet and leg muscles hurt like sheeeet after that cause the heels are really high >.< and it's a prom right, so there were fast and slow songs played by the DJ.. and for the slow songs, single ladies like us will just be sitting down and chit chatting while watching those couples dance :D everything went well till a stupid fella came and asked me to dance with him when the last slow song was played.. I guess he was just too desperate to dance with someone cause he had been rejected by most of the girls that night.. I know it's real bad to say this but this is the truth.. there must be a reason why nobody's dancing with him and I'm not gonna say it here.. >.< anyway, I was completely speechless that time and I just rejected him right away.. but he didn't give up and he even knelt down.. OH PUHLEASSEE! I really didn't know how to respond to it but just kept on rejecting him.. thank God there are frens like Sharon and Kai Xin who protected me from him.. XD so I guess this is the only nightmare of that night.. :/ and when the event ended, we still stayed in the hotel talking and just spending our time there together.. oh yeah, I've forgotten to mention that the prom was held in the Phoenix Ballroom of Hotel Equatorial.. till it's about time to go back, all of us went back one by one.. and by the time I reached home, it was about 1.30am ad.. I looked at myself in the mirror and told myself to remember this moment of my life, cause I know that after I changed back to my normal suit, it would be like getting myself back to the reality.. *kinda like Cinderella though LOL >.< so dramatic.. haha XD*

my pretty babes! ♥

my father's friend's daughter :D in short, my fren XD

receiving the award from Kylie :)

we took pictures everywhere, even in the toilet :D

another one! :D

took this in the lobby of EQ :)

25th of Dec, it's Christmassssss! :D hohoho~ Merry Christmas! XD hmmm so, on Christmas eve, I went to countdown in Portuguese Settlement.. I couldn't find a word to describe how many people were there that time, or maybe should I say people mountain people sea? XD *it's actually direct translated from a Chinese idiom :)* after the countdown in Portuguese Settlement, I went to Nisse's house and met my babes! :D we had a sleepover Christmas party there and yeah, we slept very kinda late HAHA :P and the next morning (should be afternoon LOL), we went to DP for our brunch in Wong Kok.. and there we met Shinyee, Manju, Chiewnee and Wanxin :) fated HAHA :D when it's an all-girls gathering, we would surely take lotsa pictures :))

we sleeping soundly :P

trying hard to wake the piggg (kei) up XD

yeah i worked as a part-time poser LOL >.<

trying to imitate pantae's Doraemon :D

with the awesome babes! ♥

peaceeeeee :D

more peaceeeeeeee LOL :P

awwwww ♥

when you got tired of the continuous shots XD

yeng lehhh~ :P *they said i looked like dai sou >.<*

we just couldn't stop taking pictures :D

MY FAVOURITE :D ♥

prettiessssss :)

I dont know why but somehow, we went to Oldtown, our lao di fang, for another meal.. LOL.. >.< and not forgetting the camwhoring :D

hehehe ♥

I realized that she likes doing this :D ♥

LOL >.<

and that looks like my body huh XD

January 2012
early of Jan, I went to catch insects with my classmates in Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh so that we can complete our preservation project as we're all Bio students.. it's really not that easy to catch those insects cause it's either you see them or you don't, and even if you see them, they would be jumping or flying around :( and you would look like a crazy fellow chasing after those little creatures >.< while catching, one of my classmates, Tze ern got bitten by an ant :/ we struggled to get rid of the ant from her foot and luckily she's okay at last :) we stayed there for a few hours and caught quite a number of insects.. some of the species that we caught are the ones that we've never seen before.. so it's kinda interesting though.. and all of a sudden it started drizzling so we stopped catching and went home.. before we went home, we had our meal together in McD near that area and we had great conversations there :) and there, the bond between us became stronger :D

sitting in stranger's buggy :P

greeting the squirrel LOL

stepping on crocodiles :D

another one! :P
*the mak cik who helped us to take the pictures just couldn't stop taking pictures >.<*

group photo after the journey :D

-to be continued-

SuMmArY...

fuyohh.. it has been almost a year since I last updated my blog.. :/ I can see spiderweb everywhere and my blog is literally DEAD -.- but nevermind, I'm backk! :D tonnes of things happened throughout the year and I'm gonna summarized all these in this post! nyehehe :P dont worry, it wouldn't be a long one.... ( i hope so XD )

June 2011
hmm as I remember, there was only one big news during this month ---- a thief sneaked in my house and stole both my sisters' phones.. :/ that was kinda ridiculous 'cause when the thief sneaked in, we were in the house too! and all that we can say is, we were really very careless unlucky.. my second sis and I were watching some Korean variety show in the living room while my uncle was sleeping at that time.. my eldest sis was ironing clothes and her back was facing the back door.. so when the thief sneaked in through the back door, no one realized :/ and by the time my eldest sis realized her phone disappeared, she got panicked and started looking for it.. she almost turned the house upside down but still couldn't find her phone.. then, my second sis realized her phone disappeared and she couldn't find it too.. things are getting weird and mysterious till I saw the footprints on the floor in the direction to our room.. *it's kinda muddy behind my hse* then we started to feel scared.. we called dad and asked him to come back.. while waiting, my sis tried to call her number and hoped someone would just pick it up.. AND someone picked up the phone.. a teenager boy's voice, speaking in Malay.. he said he saw my sis' phone on the ground at the roadside and he didn't know whose phone was that so he just took it.. please la! obviously he was lying! pfft :/ the conversation was kinda long so I couldn't write it all here but the conclusion is, he didn't want money.. he just INDIRECTLY asked for sthing else (which I think I dont need to say it out here *kinda obvious though*) NONSENSE! he even asked my sis to go and take the phone from him ALONE.. seriously, I just simply dont understand WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PSYCHOS in this world! :/ if you're really that desperato, go find a prostitute lah! pfft.. so of course we wouldn't agree with him and my sis just decided to not care about her phone ad *though there are quite alot of important stuffs in her phone* after a few hours, that fella called back again and tried to negotiate with us.. but, with his no-brain attitude and still kept asking for nonsense stuffs, my sis got fed up and somehow made him admitted that he stole their phone.. he said he wasn't the one who came in to steal but his friend did.. but he can even clearly said that my sis was ironing clothes in the room and she was wearing a black shirt and shorts.. thats pretty obvious already! pfft.. we told him we'll report to the police and he started to feel scared.. *thats why we think that he might be a teenager* he said he would give back the phones but it was already 1.30am.. so we made a deal to get it back the next morning near a supermarket.. they didn't show up and so we made a police report.. this thing kinda like ended like this till the police told us that they caught the thief after a few months.. anyhow, they couldn't find my sis' phones which were stolen.. -the end- *thank God I always bring my phone along with me wherever I go*

July 2011
1st - 3rd ---> I participated in a school camp, Kem Perdana, which is compulsory for all Form 6-ers to join.. we thought it would be boring and yes, it is.. -.- the only thing we enjoyed doing in the camp was the gossiping chit-chatting :) there were also many competitions among the classes that were organised by the school.. and our class, the beta-ians, got 2nd runner up in the competition, Muzikarama in which we did a singing performance.. we sang Season in the Sun :)

 A picture of us performing with our teacher, Miss Tan :D

I like this! ♥

what you can do when you're bored in a camp :P

guess who? hehe x)

LOL macam mangsa banjir XD

yeah I'm the one lying on the floor  :P we took this cause we thought I'm leaving for Inti that time

So as you can see from the caption, I decided to leave for Inti that time and I actually left.. but I came back.. due to some problems that I found out only after I went there.. realized that the so-called FULL scholarship will cost me another 7000bucks excluding my living expenses.. so I decided to come back for a cheaper option, which is form6.. anyway I still wanna thank both my bestie, Bernice and Bren who helped me alot when I was there.. I think I would be very lost and not knowing what to do without both of them.. THANK YOU ♥ and when i got back to MHS, I think I surprised most of them cause I didn't tell them that I'm coming back for form6.. and it actually made me felt touched when they ran towards me screaming my name and hugged me the moment they saw me :')

August - October 2011

Awesome hangouts with my babes! :) 

 

me and appa Bren! :D ♥

my love, aMAYZEEing & my wifey, superNisseeee :)) ♥

The father and the son XD

The Power of Nine ♥

Cause we're amazing, just the way we are :D

nyehehehe :P

My rou-er babe! ♥ *I didn't know she did that :D*

the awesome 9~ ♥

Sleepover at Nisse's hse :) *notice rou's sexy leg on me? XD*

my ah-ma look revealed during the sleepover~ >.<

next morning :)

rou-er & jenn at Station One! ♥

Killer! our all-time favourite game XD

Midnight movie :) --- Conan the Barbarian *not a nice show though*

November 2011
and here comes the november~ :D it's all about the school activities :) first of all, we had our community service in Zoo Melaka.. yeap, we, the form 6-ers cleaned the whole zoo.. XD we were divided into groups and were sent to different department to carry out our duty.. it was kinda tiring but fun and we enjoyed it, I guess? haha.. a brand new experience indeed :)

our dedicated class monitor, YB suan way XD

the rubbish we collected :) *we collected more than 10 packs of these stuffs*

oh yeah~ taking picture after the service :D

yeah I'm the chimpanzee who ran away from this sangkar LOL x)
*read the notice on the board*

group photo! :) the awesome BETA-HAN children :D

besides the community service, we, the beta-ians had an awesome hangout during november.. it was actually a surprise celebration for the October and November babies and it turned out to be my surprise celebration too.. LOL! and yeah, obviously I was surprised cause I'm one of the organizers and I'd never thought that the surprise is for me too XD I'm also one of those who prepared the birthday 'cake' so I actually prepared my own cake huh.. cool~ :D

the birthday 'cake' :D *Domino's pizza*

Birthday buddies! :)

we making wishes :D
*all of us looked funny, and suan way looked like he's praying XD*

we went for a movie after the celebration --- In Time.. a very nice and awesome movie! each and everyone of us enjoyed the movie cause it's way too awesome :) then we went to the bowling alley for a few games although most of us are not very good in bowling.. XD but it doesn't matter, as long as we enjoyed the game and thats more than enough :)

looking pro but actually not pro at all XD *it's me btw*

the meal after bowling :D *six of us shared one claypot chicken rice LOL*

p/s : woots! seems like the post is getting longer and longer :P I guess I'm gonna stop here now and..... -to be continued-