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oh no!!!! exams now......... haiy... pek cek ar.... don like exams.. n dis time it is kinda crazy.. we r havin exams for almost 1 month... gosh... SPM oso nt tat long la.. dono how dey arrange things lo.. haiy.. dis week is da weirdest.. we oni had 1 paper which is sejarah paper 2 on ytd.. den free for d whole week.. advantage.. we hav more time to study.. disadvantage.. i wil nt study!! hahaha.. XD im juz too lazy to study.. im always so lazy.. always wait til da last min oni start to rush.. den end up gt no time to finish studying.. adui.. *pengsan* haha.. XD but dis week is like for me to enjoy.. nt to study.. example.. on sun.. i shud b studying wit qiqi in da state library.. but ended up i studied a bit oni cos it was juz too boring n i even studied til fell asleep.. haha.. tat was da 1st time i fell asleep in tat library.. but oni for around 15 mins.. cool~ den on mon pula we went to rou er's hse.. actually planned to study but ended up............. morning woke up around 6 sthing.. went to ping ming to help my dad.. it was actually teacher's day.. den waited for my dad to come n fetch me for quite a long time.. =( so went to walk around da skul.. saw my former classrooms.. all da things seemed so small to me now.. tot of lots of funny things happened during primary skul.. wished my former teachers too.. den oni my dad came n fetched me to rou's hse.. when i reached there,tat 3 heartless ppl (qiqi,rou er n lu ee) ad finish exercising.. din even wait for me.. haiy.. sad.. =( n asked me to cook for them samo.. nvm.. i very gud wan.. hahaha.. XD after eating we planned to start studying.. flipped a few pages.. rou said....... 'im hungry!! lets go n eat!!' so we went out.. each wit a bicycle.. except for qiqi.. kesian her.. cos we were lack of bicycles.. so she asked me to fetch her.. oh gosh.. da last time i fetched others using bicycle was when i was in standard 6.. i've nt been fetching others for 5 years man.. so i took da risk.. manatau.. unstable.. haha.. den she was afraid n she decided to walk.. but at last.. stil had to fetch her.. cos she was lazy to walk.. after cycling for quite a distance , lu ee n rou er told us tat we stil hav to cycle for quite a distance.. den qiqi changed her mind.. she said her butt pain wor...... hahaha.. XD so.. i fetched her bak to lu ee's hse again to take another small bicycle which actually quite suits her.. cos tat is for SMALL KID!! haha.. XD when i looked at qiqi cycling using da small bicycle, i had a feeling tat im a mom bringing daughter out.. hahaha.. XD n da way she cycled was so funny.. n at last.. we went to 1 restaurant.. ordered drinks.. sat there for a while.. actually planned to go other fren's hse which is nearby but all weren't at home.. so after rou er "da bao" her food, we planned to go bak d.. but again.. we changed our plan.. we cycled to da seaside.. n sat there for quite a long time.. chit chatting.. felt da wind.. listened to da sound of waves.. looked at da beautiful scenery.. awww.. so nice~ ^^ when it was around 12 we decided to go bak as lu ee has taekwondo training n we realy nit to study d.. so we cycled bak.. n lu ee went bak.. so left me,qiqi n rou er in rou's hse.. oya.. nt forgetting rou's bro too.. but he nvr appeared.. haha.. n stil we din study.. qiqi wanna study but got distracted by us.. haha.. XD but at least.. we studied a bit.. after a while, we couldnt stand it anymore.. so we cycled to outside again to buy sum cold drinks.. n went bak again.. den i cooked da HAR MEE again.. da har mee which is actually maggi mee was sponsored by lu ee!! haha.. XD n we finished it.. den.. rou's mom came bak.. n she asked rou to do da pizza for us.. another type of pizza.. after eating we started to clean up da kitchen tat we'd messed up.. after cleaning we went to upstairs which is to rou's bedroom.. n we had heart-to-heart talk for a long long time.. after da long long time of chatting rou went to bath.. after she bathed me n qiqi asked her to try on her clothes n let us c.. nt forgetting da b** tat we gav her as her bday present but wit her t-shirt inside lo.... sigh.. she din follow wat she'd promised us.. haiy... den we talked again.. studied for a while oso.. till lu ee came n took her bicycle n qiqi went bak.. den me n rou continue talking for a while till i went bak.. when i reached home i was actually very hapi but after tat oni i realized tat i hav sej test on da next day.. so after cleaning up myself n had my dinner i started to study.. but i got fed up cos very pek cek studying n had lots of st john stuffs to settle.. n probably cos of too tired playing for da whole day,i fell asleep.. n da next morning i woke up.. it was 4.30 a.m.. morning call by my love@ mayzee.. n i fell asleep again n woke up at 5.. den i rushed to get my book n started to study.. i realized it was too late for me to study.. T.T after struggling for one n a half hour, i got to get myself prepared for skuling.. went to skul n sat for da test.. phew~ oh yes!! im free for dis week.. haha.. XD den chit chat wit 1 big gang of frens til da last period which is MM period by mr dennis tat is our GPK HEM.. no choice.. we couldnt continue our story n we had da lesson til skul ended.. n today.. ( shud b ytd) we went to Jusco to study.. b4 i went there, lu ee n rou came to my hse.. i had to put my hse works aside n rushed to meet n bring them to my hse from Mydin.. lol.. den dey "visited" my hse.. n i continued doin my hse works.. after tat i had spaghetti (made by lu ee) as my breakfast.. nt bad.. ^^ n den we walked to Jusco together.. on da way walking to Jusco,rou er kept complaining.. haha.. XD after reaching there we went upstairs n walked around Jusco.. tried on sum clothes n finally i found 1 nice jacket.. i had been longed for a jacket for a long time d.. at last i found.. but after tat i realized tat i din bring much money n da amount of money i brought was nt enuf to pay for da jacket.. sad.. so we went on walking til we met qiqi which was sitting at da food court having meal wit her sis.. chit chat for a while n my love @ mayzee came to find us.. she had been finding for us for around half an hour n at last she found.. but we weren't following her to da library in Jusco as sthing happened there b4 we reached.. tat in charge ppl there said we ponteng skul.. so we decided nt to go there.. n at last.. me n rou ended up shopping while lu ee n qiqi carrying CHEMISTRY REFERENCE BOOK n walked wit us.. we tried on clothes,shoes,high heels,pants n etc.. n while shopping we met my love@ mayzee again wit bren n shinyee.. we were chatting happily at 1st but suddenly my love received a cal.. n she was like very shocked.. we knew sthing's wrong.. her tears started to drop.. she told us tat her grandma in pahang had juz passed away.. we were all very shocked too.. n d oni thing we could do at tat time was to comfort her.. den we accompanied her to wait for her sis to come n fetch her bak n pack things to go to pahang.. after tat we continued shopping around til my love msg me n asked us to grab da chance to study.. i promised her.. so rou went to buy a shorts n i got to borrow money from my babe @ rou to buy tat jacket.. after tat we went to da food court n ordered sum food n we started to revise.. but i regretted buying da lo shu fun as my lunch cos it was very salty.. den i accompanied qiqi to Popular to buy add maths exercise book but we din get to buy cos qiqi couldnt make da decision of which revision book to buy.. so we went bak to food court again n when we were juz about to buy a sushi to eat, lu ee called me n told us tat rou's mom came.. so we went bak together.. dey sent me bak as my hse was very near to Jusco.. n den i had my dinner,watched tv n im here now blogging.. but gtg d as it's very late now n i stil hav skul on tml.. hm.. juz wanna tel my love @ mayzee tat u muz b strong ya!! im always here to support u.. so as ur yamfu @ rou n taoki @ qiqi n lots of ur frens.. don tink too much k?? gambateh~~ ^^

思念。。。

思念
是笔墨难以形容的
思念
是言语无法表达的
思念
是心中最真诚的感受

突然
好想念被你拥抱的感觉
突然
好怀念被你呵护的感觉
突然
好希望你能回到我身边
突然
好想让一切都重新来过

但是
一切都已来不及了
你离开了
去了很远的地方
你快乐吗？
我没有答案
但我希望你是快乐的
只想对你说
“妈 ，我好想你。。。”


p/s : 今天是母亲节。。我特别写了一首诗 ，献给我天上的妈妈。。 妈 ，母亲节快乐哦。。我会永远都那么爱你。。 你要快乐喔。。 =)

for those who cant read chinese words , dis is juz a poem for my mom.. n im here to wish all da mom in da world.. hapi mother's day.. ^^

ThE sTrEnGtH oF mInDsEt...

A daughter complains toward the father that everything is difficult. She finds it hard to cope with life, seem a problem just resolved, the new problem appeared again, she’s tired. Her father is a cook. He bring her into the kitchen. He goes toward first to pour some water into 3 pots, then put on the fire. Soon, the water is boiling. He put some carrots in the first pot, put an egg into the second pot and put some coffee powder into the third pot. 20 minutes later, father off the fire, take out the carrot. Go to the second pot take out the egg, and then ladling up the coffee to a cup. The father turns to ask his daughter: ‘Kid, what do you come in sight of?’ ‘Carrot, egg, coffee’ She says. He lets her come closer to touch the carrot. She notices the carrot becomes soft. The father then lets the daughter take the egg, breaking it, peel the egg shell, this is a cooked egg. Last, the father lets her drink a mouthful of coffee. Taste to the very thick coffee, the daughter smiles, she asks: ‘Father, what does this mean?’ The father says: ‘three things face same adverse circumstances-boiling water. But its reflection is not same.’ The carrot, before put in to the pot, it is strong and hard, after putting into the boiled water, it becomes soft, becomes weak. The egg is originally crumbly, the very thin outer shell protects the internal organs of the liquid, once the boiled water cook, the internal organs become hard. The coffee bean powder then is very special, entering boiling water, they changed the water then. We can learn how carrot, egg and coffee bean react in the difficulties and adverse circumstances. They can accept defeat, can become stronger, and even can change environment/surrounding. The father says:
‘You cannot change the environment, but can change yourself ;
You cannot change the fact, but can change an attitude ;
You cannot change the past, but can change the present ;
You have no command over others, but can control yourself ;
You can't predict tomorrow, but can hold on today ;
You can't be doing smooth and well in everything, but can devote your best effort ;
You can't change weather, but can change a mood ;
You can't change facial appearance, but can emerge with smiling face.’
Yes, the mindset sometimes is important compares with others......

坠落。。。

叶子的坠落 ，是因为风的追求 ，还是树的不挽留？

雨的坠落 ，是因为大地的追求 ，还是天空的不挽留？

流星的坠落 ，是因为人们的追求 ，还是银河的不挽留？

眼泪的坠落 ，是因为脸颊的追求 ，还是眼眶的不挽留？

心的坠落 ，是因为悲伤的追求 ，还是开心的不挽留？

人性的坠落 ，是因为恶魔的追求 ，还是天使的不挽留？

回忆的坠落 ，是因为时间的追求 ，还是记忆的不挽留？

信任的坠落 ，是因为谎言的追求 ，还是承诺的不挽留？

友情的坠落 ，是因为情人的追求 ，还是知己的不挽留？

爱情的坠落 ，是因为忌妒的追求 ，还是信任的不挽留？

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大便的坠落 ，是因为马桶的追求 ，还是肛门的不挽留？


P/s : 写了那么多感性的 ，最后还蛮想来个搞笑的。。嘻嘻。。XP