ThE rOaD nOt TaKeN...

yayy im back people!! XDD okay i know that's lame.. =.= hm.. it has been 3 months since the last time i blogged.. woots! thats long.. hee.. XP lots of things can happen in three months time.. besides all the outings with my darlings, i think the happiest thing that happened in the past 3 months was............... *drum rolls*................................... TADAAAAAAAA~ my P license!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! and this morning was actually the first time i drove after i've got my P for such a long time.. TEEHEE.. kinda smooth, i think.. XP just that i havent get used to the new car.. and the most embarrasing moment---- the wipers swept when i actually wanted to give a signal to turn right.. :/ *shy* but i think its okay, cause my dad's car is a little bit different from my instructor's car.. *it's not an excuse.. XP* i will get used to it one day and be a PROFESSIONAL driver.. heeeeee.. XP

okay back to the topic! :/ i am currently studying form6 in Malacca High School.. and i realized how nice my former school, IJC is after studying in MHS for 2 weeks.. not talking bad about MHS but seriously, i prefer IJC.. especially the canteen.. XP you will never know how horrible a school canteen could be until you "visit" the canteen in MHS.. =S and because of that, i've got to eat nasi lemak for every recess i have in that school.. :/ *note: my dad has to buy the nasi lemak for me every morning!! haiy..* anyway, lookin at the positive side, i have a great class teacher! she's humorous and super niceeee!! haha.. i like the way she teaches us but not the homeworks she gave us.. :/ after attending classes for a week, i realized that studying in form6 is actually not that bad.. the problem is, can i do it? i am just not that kind of student that will glue my eyes on the revision books and put in alot of effort even if the exams are around the corner.. indeed, i am lazy.. T.T

and when i thought that form6 was my only option to further studies, i received a letter from the Sin Chew Corporation last week informing me that i've got their scholarship to do my A-levels in Inti Subang.. i was definitely shocked when i knew about it cause i'd never thought that i will get it as i think my performance during the interview wasnt that good.. but still, they gave me the scholarship.. am i happy? maybe a little, cause i dont have to go to form6.. XP i dont have to wake up so damn early every morning to go to school and wouldnt have to take the risk that i may have gone bald due to the stress i have to cope with when i'm sitting for the STPM.. =S now, the problem is, the expenses that i have to spend if im gonna study there is wayyyyyy HIGHER than if i stay put in form6.. money issueeeeeeeeee.. T.T and im afraid that if i couldnt get a good result in my A-levels *choi choi & touch wood!*.. i might face the risk that i wont get any scholarship to continue my degree course and this will be a BIGGGGGGGG PROBLEM cause, haiy........ money issue againnnnnnnnnnnnn.. T.T

oh God, can You lead me to the right path? i am afraid to make a move now cause any decision that i'm gonna make now will change my life.. i dont want to regret in the future when i look back at the decision that i've made this time.. :(

p/s : 不要先学会可惜，才懂得珍惜...

pps : i dont know whats wrong with my blog.. :( this post is supposed to be full of colors but when i post it all the colors disappear.. :/

eNd Of ThE wOrLd...

why am i talking about this topic?? i dont know.. maybe its because of the natural disasters that had struck New Zealand and Japan recently?? or maybe its because of a post i've read in FB just now? or both?? i have no idea.. just feel so sad for our mother Earth.. haiy.. but seriously, i dont want the world to end so soon!!!!!!! uhhh.. i have never pattoh before.. i have not spent enough time with my friends and family.. and etc etc.. i want to live till 100 years old!! LOL.. XD i am just 17++ this year and i haven't even enjoyed my life to the fullest yet.. T.T

i dont want to leave this world with regrets... i dont want to have ANY regrets in my life.. but i know, thats like kind of impossible.. haiy.. and now, thinking of some silly acts i've done before and some silly words i've spoken before, i feel regret.. i am not talking about those kind of crazy and silly yet funny things that i've done before but something else... something else that i dont want to mention anymore.. yes, lets forget about that! i hope i can do it and i think i can do it!! XDD because i know, time will heal it.. =)

truth to be told, i am afraid of death.. i dont want to die at young age.. XD i am always in fear when i am sick.. hehe.. cause i think too much... XP but sometimes, i just hope that i could disappear from this world.. hehe.. but i will always change my mind after that.. kekeke.. you know, women change their mind too often.. ^^

(the above paragraphs were actually written like weeks ago.. lol.. so i will be writing something that is not so related to the topic from now on.. hee.. =D)

today is the day...... obviously not the end of the world but a day that can totally affect a past year(2010) form5 students' mood.. so, its obvious that im talking about the SPM results.. hee.. i saw alot of people cried, screamed, laughed like mad and jumped around today.. even before we get the small little paper which will affect our future, some of them already knew their results.. and this made those who were still waiting, to get more nervous.. lol.. XD when i was waiting to get my results, i dont actually have that kind of nervous feeling.. dont ask me why, cause i also dont know why.. haha.. my friends told me that it's because i have confident in myself that i will get good results but i dont think that's the reason.. i just got no feeling.. =.= lol.. haha.. but that feeling did come to me for a short while when i saw my class teacher brought in that stack of PAPERS to the hall.. right before i got my results from my class teacher, the stupid school announced those straight A's student to everyone.. and yea, im one of them.. i was shocked for a while, and then got back to my "no feeling" mood, while the other straight A's students screamed and jumped around like they're going to cause earthquake to happen in our school.. haha.. okayy.. this is a little exaggerating.. XP

after we got our results, we went to the T-Bowl Restaurant for our lunch and that was actually my 1st time to have my meal there.. hehe.. very sua gu hor.. XDD so the food there were okay and i got damn full cause i got extra food from my friend.. hee.. then we went to Hotel Equatorial.. ahem.. haha.. we actually went there to relax ourselves and thats quite a good place to go if you are in an emo mood.. lol.. XD and i felt so nice sitting beside the swimming pool and chit chat with my friends.. that feeling was.................WONDERFUL!! lets go again next time! =) then we went to pasar malam in bukit beruang and bought our dinner there.. we had our dinner at jenn's house and we got to see free performance from her sister.. haha.. then im now here in zee's hse blogging but before this we went for a random plan again which is to eat at Brother John.. lol.. random.. =.= haha..

okayy.. im short of time now cause i got to go back soon.. T.T so, i will blog again if i have the chance.. =) tata~

HaNgOuT ♥ ♥

woohoo~ didnt expect that i will update my blog so fast?? hehe.. cos i had a fantastic hangout wit my wonderful DARLINGSSS sekalian.. XDD went out for da whole day which is from 8 in the morning till 12 midnight!! LOL.. XD

here's the schedule :

8.00a.m. -- i got ready and my aMAYZEEing love came to fetch me! ♥

thats how i looked like when i woke up early in the morning and got excited to get into the car.. LOL..

and the 1st thing i do when i get into the car........

take photo with my SUPER NISSE !!! kekeke.. ^^

9.00 a.m. -- reached Stadium Tun Fatimah n met rou, jiaying and jac...

kononnya "warm up".. XPP

after playing for a while in the park, we decided to start jogging.....

but..................

we just jogged for a while and then started to take photo.. hehe.. =)

and jumped around.. LOL.. XD

as we were walking around, we found this.....................................

a giant spider???? LOL.. wit an unknown monster beside "it".. XD

somehow but i dont know how, all of us became NERDSSS.........

LOL.. this is SUPER DUPER nerdy~~

never seen sexxay nerds before??? nah~ XDD

and then we became normal again and started meditating.....................

before we leave, taking photos is a MUST! XD

this is random... =.= hahaha..

11.00 a.m. -- we left the stadium and went to a restaurant (lol? izzit? XD) n had our BRUNCH! ^^ then, we went to Super Nisse's house to clean ourselves up and before that............................ nyehehehehehe.. * evil smile*

MAHJONG again!!!!! =D just to fill up the time we need to digest our food before we bath and to relax our mind so that we wont get Alzheimer's.. LOL..

1.00 p.m. -- everyone pom pom ad.. sooo...... we decided to watch Black Swan which is a show that i've watched before.. but it was still very fun to watch it again with them cos their reactions were so FUNNY... gahahahaha.. XD

4.00 p.m. -- started to wander and loiter around the house and lay on the bed cos we've got nothing to do after watching Black Swan..

5.oo p.m. -- fetched kei to Pei Zing Restaurant cos she has to work there and we headed to Station 1 Kopitiam in Batu Berandam.. made so much noise and played games there.. most exciting game---- HEART ATTACK.. LOL.. XD

7.00 p.m. -- fetched bren from her house and we went to the old Jusco.. we took our dinner there at Kenny Roger and we were realy very very FULL!!!!! and then, we watched movie at MBO and the show was I Am Number Four.. it was actually quite nice cos there are lots of kinda cool scenes but we were actually expecting that there'll be I Am Number Four 2 in the future.. XD

11.00 p.m -- everyone started to go back and the driver for that day, aMAYZEEing planned to drive me, bren n rou home.. took alot of pictures again when we were at outside of bren's house but im not able to upload them here now.. lol.. and she fetched me back afterwards..

12.00 p.m. -- as i was thinking " oh finally i can clean myself up and get a good night sleep.......... " , i heard a voice calling my name speaking so softly that at first i tot it was my illusion.. and it was ah zee ar~ LOL.. she told me that she lost her phone and we were like looking for her phone all over but stil didnt manage to find it.. as we were thinking and talking about it, all of a sudden rou shouted............................. OH MY GAHHHHHHHHHHH~~ and took the phone out from the below of the seat beside the driver's seat.. and thats how we found it.. so, they drove off to rou's house and i guess zee is staying over there right now.. XD

now its almost 3 o'clock in the morning and finally i managed to finish typing this post.. and now i should keep my fingers crossed and hope that i can get up early in the morning tomorrow which is around 6 o'clock cos i've got car driving lesson.. GAHHHHHH.. wrong timing man.. =.= so, i gotta say bye bye to ya all now and im goin to bring myself to my bed and zzZZ........... tata~ ♥

oOpS!

oopsssie~ teehee.. here i am.. in my blog.. after such a loong looooooong time.. lol.. i actually wanted to make it a 2month anniversary for not posting anything in my blog but time passes wayyy too SLOW.. so, i've decided to post it two days earlier! ^ ^

hm.. sometimes, i dont even know why should i hav dis blog.. im not able to post how i feel most of da times and my blog posts are soooooo boringggg.. i guess im making my readers feel bored at times.. oh wait, there are actually ppl reading my blog? lol.. =.= and yes, i hav been resting from blogging for too long and now i have no idea what to write.. uhh.. a bit down huhh..

owww.. i didnt write anything about CNY and Valentine's Day.. im goin to make it short short shorttttttttttttt.. CNY--- hm.. quite ok.. just that i dont hav da CNY mood dis year and i dont know why.. XP but i had a great time wit my family and friends during CNY.. no doubt! ^ ^ and guess what, my dad forgot to give us angpau on da 1st day.. LOL! XD valentine?? im all alone.. :'( oh no no.. i've got Mr. L.. GOTCHA!! hehe.. its actually my license L.. hehe.. XP

ppl rot and rust at home but me?? NEVER.........!!! currently helping my dad in canteen.. it's a tired job.. i finally feel how my parents felt for dey've been working there for da past 10+ years.. lol.. teachers and students, they wil never be satisfied and they just cant stop complaining.. SHOOOOOOOOOOOTT them!!!!! and when they complaint, my dad gets frustrated and when he's frustrated, OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! i gotta hide myself in a small hole and cover both of my ears.. anyways, sometimes it's nice to work there.. some of the kids are so cute! ^ ^ and they do cheer me up sometimes when im down.. and there's one CUTE little kid and he's so cute that i think im falling for him.. LOL.. just kidding.. im too old.. XPP

i want my license P AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! but, too bad, i have just started my first lesson few days ago.. =( argh.. by the time i get my P, i would be in the "lovely" NS camp ad.. after NS i might be at somewhere to further my studies.. so, when can i drive?? gahhhhhhhhh.... -__________________________________-

i should brush up my english.. getting more and more terrible nowadays.. even writing dis short post is a problem for me.. it took me quite long.. =.= and i guess im stil havin some grammatical errors here and using some wrong words.. XP forgive me! hehehe..

ps : im a little sick recently.. will keep my fingers crossed and hope that everything is gonna be fine.. i want a HEALTHY body!!
pps : im loving this quote---- WHY SO RANDOM?? hee.. =D
ppps : im so sorry.. =(
pppps : i miss you......................... :'(
ppppps : i hate making choices and decisions..

pppppps : oh.. and yes.. i fulfilled my promise.. changed my style of blogging.. =))

A nEw YeAr, A nEw StArT...

( dis post is a little modified from its original one due to a stupid error tat occured ytd!! argh!!!!!! btw da post posted by my love b4 dis post realy put a big big smile on my face.. hahaha.. ♥ )

wow... again another long time din blog ad.. haha.. no chance to blog la.. XP hm.. i'm currently blogging at my love's hse! ♥ hahaha.. she is aMAYZEEing.. bahahahaha.. XD erm.. actually i don realy noe wat to write now cos i hav not blogged for such a long time.. i was supposed to write a last post for 2010 on da last day of 2010 but i din make it.. sory to rou tat i din fulfill my promise of writing a last post on 31st dec 2010.. tori~ hmm.. where shud i start from now? lets talk bout da last day (19th nov 2010) of my secondary skul life in SMK IJC.. we din get to take alot of picts on tat day as we were busy arranging tables n chairs for our SPM!! i rmb i was busy writing my biography for da whole day.. kinda regret doin so cos din get to spend much time wit my fellow frens.. T.T (walao.. i was scared by my love juz now.. LOL!! ok.. ignore dis.. =.= haha.. XD) so we were a little emotional n sad on da last day of skul n were unwilling to leave our skul.. T.T and then i had The Greatest SPM (LOL!!) on da 23rd of nov.. altho all of us almost gone insane during SPM but sum of da time during SPM were very fun though cos we were talking, laughing, gossiping, smiling, whispering, stressing, pek cek-ing n bla bla bla during da break time between those papers.. i miss those time.. T.T i even had my worst bday ever last year cos of SPM as i was home alone all day long n oni accompanied by Mr. Biology.. how pathetic n miserable.. T.T n sum of my papers were kinda doomed for me n i wil juz keep my fingers crossed n hope for a better result.. (amitabha!!)

( starting from now im blogging at home cos my dad was there to fetch me home from mz's hse tat time.. XD )

sad to say, i lost my mode maths paper 1 (question paper) on tat day we were havin da exams.. haiy.. damn sad.. i actually wanted to collect a complete set of my SPM papers wan le.. T.T hm.. i got my "freedom" back on da 14th of dec ( a.k.a. "Merdeka" day for SPM candidates 2010 who took chinese papers n not involved in other papers after 14th dec.. ).. n right on tat day i went out wit SPOC frensss til night.. sory to my "Shy Neul Shy Dae" frens tat i din get to join u all tat day.. i'm sorry! erm.. tat day we went for sing k lo of cos.. hahaha.. XDD almost got sore throat cos of tat.. we were shouting instead of singing.. LOL.. XD i actually started to enjoy b4 my last paper which are chisese papers.. e.g. (1) watched Rapunzel wit my aMAYZEEing love!! ♥ (2) went for a 8tv event ( 街头8王兵fun秀) with qi~ ^^ hahaha.. saw lots of 8tv hosts there.. enjoy enjoy!! but waiting to get bak home wasn't tat nice as da traffic were super duper jammed.. n da next morning my legs were like so pain as i stood for around 6-7 hours wit a pair of highheels on my feet during da event.. =.= next! we gave a bday surprise to my Royal Couple on da late night right b4 her bday after she was back from her prom.. XD whee~ ♥ you! XD hm.. den i went out wit SPOC frenssss again on d 21st n i actually played a complete bowling game all by myself for da very 1st time in my life.. XD it was very fun altho i lost da game n had to treat those "winners" ice cream.. (ppl pok kai d stil wan ppl to treat.. T.T haha).. we went to soo's hse for a BBQ party after tat n we played Truth o Dare.. we were actually playing Truth oni.. hahaha.. everyone got excited, high, hapi, a little emo, sad n bla bla bla during da game.. n sum1 cried (BAHAHAHAHAHAHA) while telling a Truth in which we din expect her to cry.. XDD u noe who u are.. XP erm.. den i celebrated my Christmas with SNSD frenssss ♥ at zee's hse.. hahaha.. we made a fake wine party n chatted til late night.. most of us slept around 3-4sthing.. da consequence of sleeping late is of cos waking up late lo.. XD but i actually got up quite early (around 9 sthing) due to da "LOVELY" barking sound of Butter n Mocha.. these are their names rite?? if im not mistaken.. XD dey r actually......... DOGS!! LOL.. erm.. after everyone got up ad (actually we were waiting for da last one to get up -----> qi.. LOL.. XD) den we went for our "brunch" ( a nyonya meal ) in which ething we ordered had santan as one of their ingredients.. okayy.. end of story.. trying to b not so long-winded.. haha.. XD hm... next event was my darling Christine's party i guess.. it was on d 29th n it was kinda like a farewell party for Christine b4 she goes for study in aussie.. =( don forget me ya darling! ♥ after tat farewell i went HET MIL (a.k.a. yumcha) wit my frens for da very 1st time in my life.. we yumcha-ed at Brother John til around 12 n realy enjoyed ourselves there.. da BIGGEST surprise tat day was d appearance of rou's "boyfriend".. haha.. XD it was crawling on da wall right behind of lu ee, my "ex".. hahaha.. (oops! am i telling my very complicated relationship here? bahahahahaha.. XD) n wat happened next?? SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!! n i wasn't d one screaming (suprisingly.. XD) cos i'm not tat scared of cockroach.. hahahaha.. XD erm.. wat's on next?? countdown party for 2011 at Klebang 8!! woohoo~ XD we had a steamboat party tat night n went to da klebang beach for our countdown.. it's da 1st time for me in my life to countdown at seaside n it was realy a very cool n nice experience.. i love it cos i can shout as loud as i wan n as i can (which is sthing tat i've longed for so loooooong to do it! XD).. oya.. b4 we went to da countdown at da beach, we had a bday surprise!! from them to meeeee~ bahahahahaha.. XDD altho i ad got sum hint b4 dey give me tat surprise but i was stil very touched especially when i saw da cake which was handmade by xiao ping!! it was beautifully-decorated n i love it so much!! thank you xiao ping!!!! love ya.. ♥ hehe.. we gave steven a bday surprise too at da beach n it was a wonderful wan.. took quite alot picts there cos it was realy nice to b there n there were alot of pretty nice fireworks tat night.. n again.. Truth o Dare!! lol.. dis time i was dared to intro myself, shake hands n say hapi new year to those strangers who were sitting at da table next to ours.. tat was actually a small case if it's compared wit my biggest dare ever in mp n dp.. XD i felt super surprised when i met my Royal Couple, Nisse baby at da beach there at tat time.. my 1st reaction was shouting like a crazy fella n den i ran towards her n hugged her.. bahahaha.. realy din expect to c her there at tat time n i got a little bit over excited.. bahahahaha.. XD we went bak at around 2 sthing n chatted til early in da morning.. i slept at around 5.30 cos i din wan to listen to those creepy stories tat dey were telling at tat time.. lol.. haha.. a big round of applause to Miss Lim Sin Yee tat she could juz stay up for da whole night n did not fall asleep AT ALL!! pei fu pei fu.. XD we were playing games (wii) which was brought by bernice on d 2nd day n it was very fun.. haha.. but it has sum side effects of playing it.. my arms were so pain after playing wii tat i couldnt even lift them up properly n stretch them straight after i got bak home.. n it was da 1st time for me to cook for my frens.. LOL.. XD it was kinda tough for me to do it n it's not cos i hav no cooking skill but it's cos i lacked of a few main ingredients such as KICAP to cook those food.. lol.. luckily i stil managed to cook some food which r edible.. XDD n i got my present from SPOC frensss... i LOVE it sooooooo much! ♥ hehe.. ^^ altho i enjoyed myself very much for both days when i was at Klebang 8, there was stil guilt deep in my heart every single second when i was celebrating there as i couldn't celebrate wit my SNSD darlingsss sekalian n caused them to cancel their plan.. im sory!! haiy... okayy.. lets cheer up.. change topic! hm.. i had my BIGGEST yumcha ever wit my frens at KL (Kota Laksamana.. LOL.. XD) on da 3rd of jan cos there were 11 of us there.. hahaha.. XD i had a nice chat wit everyone of them n it was realy very very nice to yumcha wit them.. ^^ erm.. skul reopened on da 3rd of jan too n i got very busy since da day skul reopened cos i had to help my dad in canteen.. haiy.. i realy miss schooling days.. i miss IJC.. i miss my teachers (of cos nt tat cbs.. if u noe wat i min.. XD).. i miss my class.. i miss those memories we had during our secondary skul life n definitely i miss ALL of my darlingsssssss n frensssssssssss... T.T i stil rmb my feeling when i was keeping n throwing away my books last december.. i don realy noe y others feel hapi when dey throw away their books but for me, im not.. i was a little emotional n sad when i was keeping them cos dey had brought to me alot of my memories during skul no matter dey r sweet, sour, bitter o salty(LOL).. haiy.. i wish i hav a time machine which can bring me back to those times.. i wish i hav a real doraemon...............................................................................

ps : sory.. i wrote a long one again.. wil try to change my style a little next time n make it shorter so tat it doesnt look like an essay.. lol.. XD

pps : juz realized tat there're so many FIRST TIME n SORY in dis post.. haha.. XD

ppps : im actually a little disappointed but i wil juz forget bout it... now i noe tat 希望越高，失望越大.. so, don hope for anything.. 顺其自然吧！

pppps : i was so hapi today(okayy.. supposed to b ytd----->5/1/11) cos qi n jo came to visit me in ping ming!! whee~ ♥ n we had a "ping ming one day trip".. hahaha.. realy very hapi when i saw both of them there.. ^^ hearts u two! muackssss.. XD

ppppps : wil try to upload pict next time.. gotta sleep now.. not enough sleep recently.. XP n gotta get up early tml.. T.T nitez world! ta~

My love so sweet XD

Annyeong~

Hacker here! LOL jk jk

I'm her love here :D

You harrr always with your other gang OPS!

Anyway, we are the MAY/MEI!

So we can't be separating from each other right?

Whee~ (my whee)

Wee~ (your wee)

LOL Im so lame! XP

Who ask you to wake me up at this time for help?!?!?

(Me likey :D at least there's still a little thought of me from you when you need help hehe)

Hey YOU PPL OUT THERE!

Don't you ever hurt my love here!

If you do, I'll kick your ass off!

XD

Oh btw, meet my new bias XD

(BACK OFF YOUR EYES! HE'S MINE! HAHAHA)

I dreamt of him last night and i shall continue it like

N-O-W

XD XD XD

Toodles, my love and sweet dream :)

ps: Me heart/love you :D

OMG!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. im goin crazy ad.... i typed a super long post juz now.. n ething juz got messed up n were deleted.. i feel like jumping off from da rooftop mannnnnnnn..... how can u do dis to me... i typed it for more than one hour n ething juz disappear like tat?!?!?!?! how am i supposed to type it all bak?!?!?!?!?! goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd........... T.T lao eh....... @#*)&)^#)$*^$^UIJJDN)(@(*&^#$*^$%*$(^)%*^*%^%*%^$($