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okayy.. dis post is kinda random.. im gonna fit ething tat happened recently in dis post.. hope tat i won miss out any events.... okayy.. which shud i start from?? urm....... results of trials?? duh.. anything la.. out of 10 subs i gt A(either A+,A o A-) n one C!! amazing?? its bio and my bio suckss i noe.... okayy.. next! hm....... farewell party of IJC 5SC2 2010 rockssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!! MJ shipper!! <3 i juz love my classmates so so so much!! we hav lotsa fun on tat day n i did ALOT ALOT ALOT of crazy thgs... XD i don mind since my image was gone long long time ago (HAHAHA!!) oh yea... n i nearly drown but luckily i din.. THANK GOD! n thx to my Royal Couple (nisse <3 ) and Super Girl (aileen lim ^^ ) for saving me and giving me a "ride" in da pool!! XD n kelian my love a.k.a my umma... kena pushed by alot of ppl who wanted to throw her into da pool n ended up fell down on da ground.. n there i went (the 1st aider).. lol.. haha.. anyways, juz miss those time sooooo much.. haiy.. T.T okayy.. next! sports club farewell at McD DP.... tat wasnt da main point i wanted to tel.. da main point is things happened after tat farewell... as usual, everyone went bak after da farewell... so me n qiqi went shopping (window shopping of cos! XD) as we walked n walked n walked n walked, we met two singaporean girls who talked to us bout sum sports e.g. tchoukball(nt sure bout da spelling) n frisbee.. and oso sum other random stuffs.. after talking for a looooooooooooooooong looooooooooong time, we continued our "journey"... n da worst thng happened!! a STUPID CRAZY PSYCHO HAMSAP IDIOTIC SAMPAT BRAINLESS FAT UGLY SHORT malay guy (im nt being racist o wat but juz telling da truth) walked near to me.. at 1st i tot tat he wanted to steal my hp cos i felt like he was looking at my hp.. but he walked a little bit faster n juz stood in front of me... i din noe tat he was doin tat purposely until i realized tat his stupid eyes were on my boo*s!!!!!!!!!!!! ish!!!! i juz felt like korek-ing out his eyes at tat moment!! and i had a feeling tat he had a bunch of frens right behind of me at tat time.. i couldnt do anything except for covering my boo*s.. (my dress code on tat day : tank top n jeans) n it juz got worse when i saw tat stupid cao ah gua lifted his hand up as if he wanted to touch my boo*s!! i hav never seen sum1 as idiotic as him in my life!!! n of cos i did sum defending action like lifting up my elbow as if i wanna hit him.. but!! da most ridiculous thing was.... when i did tat, he n his stupid frens laughed!! WTH?? den.. my very great fren (qiqi) shouted "WHAT THE F*CK" very very very loud n tat was pretty COOL~ haha.. im lovin it! woots! den she pulled me away n we walked (half running) away from tat stupid fella..... n da next thing i did was to get da jacket from qi n wore it + zipped it to da top.. okayy.. end of da story.. next! i tink dis was b4 da farewell.. PANTAE n SUNNYING birthday celebration!! <3 tat was juz so aMAYZEEing n AWESOME!!! hahaha.. XD altho it was tiring cos we had to run from station to station to stalk our pantae (hahaha.. XD) but it was stil so so so FUN!! as pantae said, it was da best hui yi (memory) for da nine of us!! <3 ething was well planned n it was a FANTASTIC game tat we'll nvr forget.. n sthing tat we din expect to happen was pantae was there way too early.. (venue : DP) so, me (da "OSCAR WINNER") n sunnying (da blurest n slowest but cutest member in our group) went there early to accompany pantae.. n seriously, acting is very very tiring... T.T but luckily it was successful n pantae was cheated by me!! whee~~ XD n ething went smoothly juz tat i was very hungry til almost fainted.. hahaha.. XD hapi~~ <3 <3 okayy... next! wat samo ar.... cant rmb d... hm.. oh yea... recently, somehow n i dono how n why, i juz got sad o down easily.. wit no reason... funny rite?? i oso dono y.. probably its bcos my secondary skul life is goin to end! no more giggles n laughs between frens, no more gossiping, no more shouting like crazy, no more making noise in da class, no more eating in da class, no more running like mad during 30sec of recess n etc...... oh gosh!! im gonna miss u all like hell no matter u are my normal fren, close fren o best fren.... THIS IS FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and and, 4 more days for my secondary skul life... T.T i will hav to say BYE BYE to my skul life 4 days later..... FOREVER AND EVER!! haiy.... =(

ps : stil struggling whether shud i go to skul tml... i don wan to miss any schooling days of my secondary skul life anymore.. T.T but everyone isn't goin n all da classes are kinda boring.. =( help me pls~
pps : SPM is juz around da corner n im here FACEBOOK-ING, MSN-ING and obviously BLOGGING~ uhhh.... why am i so lazy~ T.T
ppps : i was "A LITTLE" constipated in skul today and tat wasnt a gud thing.... i suffered.. >.<
pppps : my left thumb was poked by a rusted safety pin today..... im a little worried bout it..... =S

pHeW~

uhh.. another long long time din on9.. da computer in my hse spoiled d.. cant b used at all.. so i tink after dis post i wil not b able to write another post so soon~ haiy.. juz now gt a bit emotional after viewing my darlingssssss' blog.. i don wanna leave my frens.. i don wan to end my secondary life so soon.......... T.T n actually i hav lots of thgs to share here.. wanna talk bout all d events recently.. but, no chance.. too rush d.. juz to mention one.. for my trials, sej paper 1 was juz so badly done cos i din study at all.. XP okayy.. btw, juz a post in fb n i juz fil like sharing it here.. ^^

---->莎士比亚说:
　　　再好的东西，都有失去的一天。
　　　再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。
　　　再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
　　　再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。
　　　该放弃的决不挽留。
　　　该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
　　　也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。

　--->几米说:
　　　当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你，
　　　当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你，
　　　当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你，
　　　是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
　　　我们错过了诺亚方舟，错过了泰坦尼克号，
　　　错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。
　　　我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。
　　　你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

　---->亦舒说:
　　　人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，
　　　把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

　---->郭敬明说:
　　　我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单，我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容，
　　　我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待，却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸。

　---->刘心武说:
　　　对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。
　　　如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗！

　---->安妮宝贝说:
　　　当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。
　　　她只是寂寞。

　---->遇见平凡说:
　　　缘分像一本书。
　　　翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

　---->张小娴说:
　　　 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
　　　 不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

　---->亦舒说:
　　　 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

　---->刘心武说:
　　　 与其讨好别人，不如武装自己；
　　　 与其逃避现实，不如笑对人生；
　　　 与其听风听雨，不如昂首出击！

　---->雪小禅说:
　　 　我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，
　　 　可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，
　　 　因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

　---->郭敖说:
　　　 我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

　　
　---->三毛说:
　　 　不要害怕拒绝他人，如果自己的理由出于正当。
　　 　当一个人开口提出要求的时候，他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。
　　 　所以，给他任何一个其中的答案，都是意料中的。

　---->梓色心晴说:
　　 　男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了。
　　 　女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

　---->玄漪说:
　　　 能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；
　　　 能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

　---->张爱玲说:
　　　 爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，
　　　 不是我爱你、我恨你，
　　　 便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

　---->郭敖说:
　　　 每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，
　　　 尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
　　　 而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
　　　 无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

　---->GARVEN说:
　　　 话是人说的，屁也是人放的，说话和放屁一样，都是一口气而已。

　---->三毛说:
　　　 某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪"。
　　　 如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

　---->张小娴说:
　　　 如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
　　　 真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

　---->张爱玲说:
　　　 因为爱过，所以慈悲；
　　　 因为懂得，所以宽容。

有时候。。。

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。　　有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。　　　　
有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。　　　　
有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。　
有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。　　　　
有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。　　
其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。

p/s : dis was sthing i found in FB.. meaningful.. so i put it here.. XD again a long time din write any post.. computer spoiled.. @.@ cant on9 tat often d.. n oya!! i received a GREAT news ytd.. im so LUCKY tat i kena PLKN!!!!! mamamia~~~ hope tat i get a clean camp.. bahahahaha.. XD

sT jOhN nAtIoNaL cOmPeTiTiOn 2010~

dis was my last st john competition.. it was held on da 5th n 6th of june in Pusat Latihan Polis (pulapol) KL.. on da night b4 competition, i went to soh yong's hse to sleep overnight.. dis was to prevent myself from oversleeping.. wakaka.. XD b4 we slept, we did sum last minute works.. eg. sewing logos n ironing full u+pants.. den we slept at 12 sthing.. next morning.. woke up bout 3 sthing.. 3 hours of sleeping oni.. T.T gt prepared.. departed to SMK Munshi at 4.10a.m.. reached at bout 4.20a.m.. da gate was closed.. nobody? we waited.. after a while, another car came.. da gate was opened.. drove in.. stil nobody? waited again.. another st john area 1 member came.. he walked to sumwhere else.. lol.. actually da teams were inside there.. =.= nvm.. we waited for our group members to come 1st oni we meet wit them.. one of our supporters(justine) came.. *time to gather:4.30a.m..* i looked at my hp.. it was 4.33a.m.. where r d other 3 members? msg one of them(yingyu) as dey stayed together da nite b4 tat.. no reply.. =.= msg d other wan(andrea).. replied:"we r stil at yy's hse.." lol? stil at home? it's time to gather man.. msg d other member (swii yitt) who din stay wit anyone of us.. no reply..

me : don tel me she's stil sleeping........

soh yong n justine : won gua.......

me : hope so..........

den we waited again.. finally.. yingyu, jac, jen n andrea came.. wit lots of stuffs.. where is swii yitt den?

sze jein : where is swii yitt?

me : no idea.. i msg her but no reply..

sze jein : cal her..

i called swii yitt's hp.. nobody pick up da phone.. called her hse num.. stil no one pick up.. looked at da watch.. it's almost 5.. kept calling.......................

madam kristil : okie.. everybody get on da bus now..

us : wait.. we stil hav another member not here yet..

madam kristil : okie.. wait for a while more..

5.15 a.m..

madam kristil : we hav to go now..

den swii yitt how?? we cant compete without her rite?? we cant juz leave her.. wil we b disqualified if we don hav no.5??? all of a sudden, all these questions appeared in my mind.. wat shud i do??? oya.. keep calling.. keep calling.. n keep calling!!!!! n so... i kept calling in da bus.. til my phone out of battery.. den i borrowed soh yong's phone n kept calling.. her hp.. her hse num.. her hp.. her hse num.. again n again.. non stop.. while sze jein would b waiting n trying to find for swii yitt in malacca wit justine n jennifer.. but suddenly.. dey told me dey din wan to wait anymore.. wa.. cannot!! i kept calling.. tat time i was so scared n i tot of all da thgs tat might happen to swii yitt.. don tel me she met an accident.. o juz overslept?? o her parents suddenly don allow her to go?? cal cal cal cal cal n cal!! n finally.. around 5.45..sum1 picked up da phone.. swii yitt!! omg!! thank god!!!!!! finally she picked up da phone.. phew~~ i tink tat time she oso blank d.. din noe wat to do.. i called sze jein.. but dey were at highway d.. so.. dey decided to wait for her at da highway there.. finally........... den we came to a stop at seremban R&R.. nt long after tat.. sze jein came to meet us.. but i stil din c swii yitt.. haiy.. stil worried.. din get to wait for swii yitt to meet us there.. we went again.. sze jein waited for her there.. after a period of time again, we came to a stop at one of d petronas oil station sumwhere which i dono where.. haha.. XD after waiting for a while i saw sze jein drove in.. i saw swii yitt in her car.. finally........

after a long long time again, we finally came to pulapol.. it's so so BIG!! while da bus stopped at da guard hse, i saw a police(i tink so) standing still there wit a gun on his hand.. omg.. he could stand still without moving at all n nt blinking his eyes?? so amazing.. den da bus driver drove in.. we stopped at a hall named Dewan Pengaman.. all da team leaders went there wit our pegawai pengiring n registered.. den we went to our dorm.. drizzling at tat time.. ething turned out to b more troublesome cos we nit to bring umbrella along while carrying our luggages.. at last.. we went up.. omg.. our dorm was at da highest floor which was d 4th floor.. da worst thg was we had to go up by climbing stairs.. lol.... nvm den.. can train up our stamina rite?? tats d oni way to comfort ourselves.. after settling down, we started to get ourselves ready--put on d buttons on da full u, tie our hair up n etc.. when jac was ready she went for a talk in which we tot tat we r nt involved in tat.. manatau.. while we were relaxing n chit chatting, we received a cal from sze jein asking us to go to da Dewan Pengaman asap.. n when we were there we realized tat we were d oni few tat were late.. over 100 pairs of eyes were looking at us while we were taking our seat.. oh no! shy shy~~ haha.. den da president of dis event n Ketua Marshal n sum others gave speeches.. from their speeches we knew sthing tat we hav to follow it strictly--kawad no matter where we go.. lol!! haha.. tats kinda tiring.. n funny.. haha.. XD after tat thingy, we went for our theory test.. we tot tat it would b hard.. but there were oni objective quests dis year.. weird.. haha.. we were wrong.. altho there were oni objective quests those quests were soooooo HARD!! n there was a madam who was supposed to jaga us but kept giving us hint oni.. lol.. d funniest theory test i've ever sat b4.. a new experience!! n i was so so so thirsty while i was doin my theory test cos i din get to drink water for quite some time d.. so after da test we straight away went to da Dewan Makan for our lunch.. n of cos.. we marched there.. haha.. da meal was ok.. nth much..

n here come d opening ceremony.. it was held at da Dataran Kawad Kaki which is SOOOOOOOOO BIG!! n has a very nice view in which we could c get KLCC there.. realy nice view.. d opening ceremony was juz normal.. giving speeches.. dis n tat.. but sthing special happened..!!

yingyu : *turned to me* meiyong.. i fil dizzy........ (she was standing beside me at tat time)

me : wat?! u ok onot??

yingyu : i dono.. i fil so dizzy... *her lips n face turned to b very pale*

me : *knowing tat sth is wrong* hey.. i tink u better squat down 1st.. rest a while.. relax a bit..

yingyu : *looked at me n looked in front.. din squat down.. lol.. degil betul.. n nvr say a word..*

me : hey.. u realy doesnt seem ok le.. u better squat down n rest a while la.. *grabbed her arm to prevent her from falling*

i tink one of da madam (which i dono which state is she from) saw it.. she came to help n as she reached, yy fall onto her.. n she was shocked.. we too got shocked cos she juz fainted like tat.. omg!! den she was brought to sumwhere under da shade.. i was looking at her all da time n at da same time kept moving my fingers n toes so tat i won faint.. after she fainted, alot of participants fainted too.. probably cos of d hot sun.. n at last d opening ceremony ended.. den we had d Ujian Pakaian Seragam.. n after tat Ujian Kawad Kaki.. we din get to prac for alot of times as we were facing exams for d whole month b4 dis comp!! oh gosh.. but our performance was stil ok.. juz a few small mistakes.. after da marching comp ended we went to our dorm to clean ourselves up n den we went to da Dewan Makan again for our dinner.. after our dinner we rested for a while n went for an activity called Malam Suaikenal at Dewan Pengaman except for jac cos she had to bring our 1st aid box for sum checking.. but she did join us bak after tat.. da Malam Suaikenal was kinda boring but there were oso sum funny scenes.. sum of them realy performed it well.. while our group which is sum malaccan plus alot perak ppl performing a sketch which was quite lame.. haha.. XD b4 d activity ended we sneaked out n went bak to our dorm.. haha.. we discussed a little bout case n den slept..

da next morning we woke up kinda early n got ourselves ready again.. went to hav our breakfast n after tat Ujian Perawatan started.. our group was group NAE (Nursing Adult E team) which was middle out of all da nursing adult teams.. when it came to our turn, we were a little nervous cos we had been trained by a madam (madam hoong) for a few times n she was very strict.. da quest was very easy but it was too short tat all of us felt shocked.. juz dressing n bandaging.. i don tink we did it well but at least we had tried our best.. after tat nursing competition we had a break.. n after da break our competition continued.. dis time was Ujian Pertolongan Cemas which is short case competition.. n again we tried our best but our performance was nt as gud as last time due to lack of practices.. n at last our competition ended.. den we went to hav our lunch wit joy cos at last no more comp!! hehe.. after da lunch we had a break n we chatted.. around 3 sthing we went to da Dewan Pengaman for d closing ceremony.. but we waited for another half an hour oni it started.. speech speech speech n speech again.. i tink soh yong,ying yu n swii yitt were very tired cos dey were "fishing" all da time.. til tat time of prize giving came.. 1stly, dey gave out prizes for Nursing Cadet category.. malacca team won sth ( i forgot d.. ps ps.. ^_^) me n soh yong suddenly got excited n we shouted.. haha.. XD den Ambulance Cadet category.. n malacca did win sth oso.. n here come our Nursing Adult category.. were so nervous at tat time cos tat was our last comp n it would b da last chance for us to get da prizes d.. dey gave out d 2nd runner up for footdrill comp 1st n surprisingly our team got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~~ at least we won sthing.. won mempersiasuikan malacca.. wakakaka.. XD after we got tat prize we din hope for d other prizes ad cos we knew tat we did mistakes n there're other teams which r very very strong.. so we din realy put high hope on our short case n nursing competition.. here come da result for theory test.....

emcee : sekarang kami akan menyampaikan hadiah untuk Ujian Bertulis.. majlis menjemput..............................................(bla bla bla) tempat ketiga........ tempat kedua...... JOHAN untuk Ujian Bertulis Tahun 2010 ialah.............................................

me : *thinking* omg.. tats nt gonna b me.. no nit to c d la..

emcee : chee............

me : *thinking* c! i knew it! tats nt my surname la..

emcee : mei yong.........

me : *thinking again* is tat my name?? o juz tat fella same name as me??

emcee : dari negeri melaka..

me : OH MY GOD!! *thinkin wit my mouth opened big big!! haha..XD* cant believe it man!!

den i went to get da prize.. my hands were so shaky n i couldnt even smile properly!!!! omg!! realy couldnt believe it... nvr tot tat i wil get it.. omg!!!!!!! n slowly i calmed down.. looked at da trophy i got.. oh gosh.... dey all teased me.. asked me to use da big trophy which looked like a big cup to drink water.. haha.. XD altho i can oni hold da Piala Pusingan for one month im stil hapi.. haha.. XD at least i got sthing for my last comp.. after da closing ceremony, we took alot of picts at Dataran Kawad Kaki.. it was full of joy n fun.. after tat we went bak to our dorm n got ething prepared.. n den we went up da bus n went to The Mines b4 goin bak to malacca.. had our dinner n took pict again wit other team members as rememberance.. den.. we went bak to malacca n reached malacca at bout 11 sthing nite.. n dis is d end of my last st john competition of my life.... it ended meaningfully wit joy n happiness~~~ i love it!!!!!

p/s : phew~ finally finish typing dis post.. i hav been typing it for more than 1 week.. finally~~ now skul reopen d.. gonna b busy again.. but i stil hav lots of post bout my holidays to share here!! xiao ber (bernice)'s bday, fellowship camp n my outing wit frens!!! aww.. it wil take a long time for me to finish typing all these posts.. hope i wil get them done soon.. n last but nt least, hapi belated father's day to all da father in da world!! (father's day was on last sun) ^^

eXaMs...

oh no!!!! exams now......... haiy... pek cek ar.... don like exams.. n dis time it is kinda crazy.. we r havin exams for almost 1 month... gosh... SPM oso nt tat long la.. dono how dey arrange things lo.. haiy.. dis week is da weirdest.. we oni had 1 paper which is sejarah paper 2 on ytd.. den free for d whole week.. advantage.. we hav more time to study.. disadvantage.. i wil nt study!! hahaha.. XD im juz too lazy to study.. im always so lazy.. always wait til da last min oni start to rush.. den end up gt no time to finish studying.. adui.. *pengsan* haha.. XD but dis week is like for me to enjoy.. nt to study.. example.. on sun.. i shud b studying wit qiqi in da state library.. but ended up i studied a bit oni cos it was juz too boring n i even studied til fell asleep.. haha.. tat was da 1st time i fell asleep in tat library.. but oni for around 15 mins.. cool~ den on mon pula we went to rou er's hse.. actually planned to study but ended up............. morning woke up around 6 sthing.. went to ping ming to help my dad.. it was actually teacher's day.. den waited for my dad to come n fetch me for quite a long time.. =( so went to walk around da skul.. saw my former classrooms.. all da things seemed so small to me now.. tot of lots of funny things happened during primary skul.. wished my former teachers too.. den oni my dad came n fetched me to rou's hse.. when i reached there,tat 3 heartless ppl (qiqi,rou er n lu ee) ad finish exercising.. din even wait for me.. haiy.. sad.. =( n asked me to cook for them samo.. nvm.. i very gud wan.. hahaha.. XD after eating we planned to start studying.. flipped a few pages.. rou said....... 'im hungry!! lets go n eat!!' so we went out.. each wit a bicycle.. except for qiqi.. kesian her.. cos we were lack of bicycles.. so she asked me to fetch her.. oh gosh.. da last time i fetched others using bicycle was when i was in standard 6.. i've nt been fetching others for 5 years man.. so i took da risk.. manatau.. unstable.. haha.. den she was afraid n she decided to walk.. but at last.. stil had to fetch her.. cos she was lazy to walk.. after cycling for quite a distance , lu ee n rou er told us tat we stil hav to cycle for quite a distance.. den qiqi changed her mind.. she said her butt pain wor...... hahaha.. XD so.. i fetched her bak to lu ee's hse again to take another small bicycle which actually quite suits her.. cos tat is for SMALL KID!! haha.. XD when i looked at qiqi cycling using da small bicycle, i had a feeling tat im a mom bringing daughter out.. hahaha.. XD n da way she cycled was so funny.. n at last.. we went to 1 restaurant.. ordered drinks.. sat there for a while.. actually planned to go other fren's hse which is nearby but all weren't at home.. so after rou er "da bao" her food, we planned to go bak d.. but again.. we changed our plan.. we cycled to da seaside.. n sat there for quite a long time.. chit chatting.. felt da wind.. listened to da sound of waves.. looked at da beautiful scenery.. awww.. so nice~ ^^ when it was around 12 we decided to go bak as lu ee has taekwondo training n we realy nit to study d.. so we cycled bak.. n lu ee went bak.. so left me,qiqi n rou er in rou's hse.. oya.. nt forgetting rou's bro too.. but he nvr appeared.. haha.. n stil we din study.. qiqi wanna study but got distracted by us.. haha.. XD but at least.. we studied a bit.. after a while, we couldnt stand it anymore.. so we cycled to outside again to buy sum cold drinks.. n went bak again.. den i cooked da HAR MEE again.. da har mee which is actually maggi mee was sponsored by lu ee!! haha.. XD n we finished it.. den.. rou's mom came bak.. n she asked rou to do da pizza for us.. another type of pizza.. after eating we started to clean up da kitchen tat we'd messed up.. after cleaning we went to upstairs which is to rou's bedroom.. n we had heart-to-heart talk for a long long time.. after da long long time of chatting rou went to bath.. after she bathed me n qiqi asked her to try on her clothes n let us c.. nt forgetting da b** tat we gav her as her bday present but wit her t-shirt inside lo.... sigh.. she din follow wat she'd promised us.. haiy... den we talked again.. studied for a while oso.. till lu ee came n took her bicycle n qiqi went bak.. den me n rou continue talking for a while till i went bak.. when i reached home i was actually very hapi but after tat oni i realized tat i hav sej test on da next day.. so after cleaning up myself n had my dinner i started to study.. but i got fed up cos very pek cek studying n had lots of st john stuffs to settle.. n probably cos of too tired playing for da whole day,i fell asleep.. n da next morning i woke up.. it was 4.30 a.m.. morning call by my love@ mayzee.. n i fell asleep again n woke up at 5.. den i rushed to get my book n started to study.. i realized it was too late for me to study.. T.T after struggling for one n a half hour, i got to get myself prepared for skuling.. went to skul n sat for da test.. phew~ oh yes!! im free for dis week.. haha.. XD den chit chat wit 1 big gang of frens til da last period which is MM period by mr dennis tat is our GPK HEM.. no choice.. we couldnt continue our story n we had da lesson til skul ended.. n today.. ( shud b ytd) we went to Jusco to study.. b4 i went there, lu ee n rou came to my hse.. i had to put my hse works aside n rushed to meet n bring them to my hse from Mydin.. lol.. den dey "visited" my hse.. n i continued doin my hse works.. after tat i had spaghetti (made by lu ee) as my breakfast.. nt bad.. ^^ n den we walked to Jusco together.. on da way walking to Jusco,rou er kept complaining.. haha.. XD after reaching there we went upstairs n walked around Jusco.. tried on sum clothes n finally i found 1 nice jacket.. i had been longed for a jacket for a long time d.. at last i found.. but after tat i realized tat i din bring much money n da amount of money i brought was nt enuf to pay for da jacket.. sad.. so we went on walking til we met qiqi which was sitting at da food court having meal wit her sis.. chit chat for a while n my love @ mayzee came to find us.. she had been finding for us for around half an hour n at last she found.. but we weren't following her to da library in Jusco as sthing happened there b4 we reached.. tat in charge ppl there said we ponteng skul.. so we decided nt to go there.. n at last.. me n rou ended up shopping while lu ee n qiqi carrying CHEMISTRY REFERENCE BOOK n walked wit us.. we tried on clothes,shoes,high heels,pants n etc.. n while shopping we met my love@ mayzee again wit bren n shinyee.. we were chatting happily at 1st but suddenly my love received a cal.. n she was like very shocked.. we knew sthing's wrong.. her tears started to drop.. she told us tat her grandma in pahang had juz passed away.. we were all very shocked too.. n d oni thing we could do at tat time was to comfort her.. den we accompanied her to wait for her sis to come n fetch her bak n pack things to go to pahang.. after tat we continued shopping around til my love msg me n asked us to grab da chance to study.. i promised her.. so rou went to buy a shorts n i got to borrow money from my babe @ rou to buy tat jacket.. after tat we went to da food court n ordered sum food n we started to revise.. but i regretted buying da lo shu fun as my lunch cos it was very salty.. den i accompanied qiqi to Popular to buy add maths exercise book but we din get to buy cos qiqi couldnt make da decision of which revision book to buy.. so we went bak to food court again n when we were juz about to buy a sushi to eat, lu ee called me n told us tat rou's mom came.. so we went bak together.. dey sent me bak as my hse was very near to Jusco.. n den i had my dinner,watched tv n im here now blogging.. but gtg d as it's very late now n i stil hav skul on tml.. hm.. juz wanna tel my love @ mayzee tat u muz b strong ya!! im always here to support u.. so as ur yamfu @ rou n taoki @ qiqi n lots of ur frens.. don tink too much k?? gambateh~~ ^^

思念。。。

思念
是笔墨难以形容的
思念
是言语无法表达的
思念
是心中最真诚的感受

突然
好想念被你拥抱的感觉
突然
好怀念被你呵护的感觉
突然
好希望你能回到我身边
突然
好想让一切都重新来过

但是
一切都已来不及了
你离开了
去了很远的地方
你快乐吗？
我没有答案
但我希望你是快乐的
只想对你说
“妈 ，我好想你。。。”


p/s : 今天是母亲节。。我特别写了一首诗 ，献给我天上的妈妈。。 妈 ，母亲节快乐哦。。我会永远都那么爱你。。 你要快乐喔。。 =)

for those who cant read chinese words , dis is juz a poem for my mom.. n im here to wish all da mom in da world.. hapi mother's day.. ^^

ThE sTrEnGtH oF mInDsEt...

A daughter complains toward the father that everything is difficult. She finds it hard to cope with life, seem a problem just resolved, the new problem appeared again, she’s tired. Her father is a cook. He bring her into the kitchen. He goes toward first to pour some water into 3 pots, then put on the fire. Soon, the water is boiling. He put some carrots in the first pot, put an egg into the second pot and put some coffee powder into the third pot. 20 minutes later, father off the fire, take out the carrot. Go to the second pot take out the egg, and then ladling up the coffee to a cup. The father turns to ask his daughter: ‘Kid, what do you come in sight of?’ ‘Carrot, egg, coffee’ She says. He lets her come closer to touch the carrot. She notices the carrot becomes soft. The father then lets the daughter take the egg, breaking it, peel the egg shell, this is a cooked egg. Last, the father lets her drink a mouthful of coffee. Taste to the very thick coffee, the daughter smiles, she asks: ‘Father, what does this mean?’ The father says: ‘three things face same adverse circumstances-boiling water. But its reflection is not same.’ The carrot, before put in to the pot, it is strong and hard, after putting into the boiled water, it becomes soft, becomes weak. The egg is originally crumbly, the very thin outer shell protects the internal organs of the liquid, once the boiled water cook, the internal organs become hard. The coffee bean powder then is very special, entering boiling water, they changed the water then. We can learn how carrot, egg and coffee bean react in the difficulties and adverse circumstances. They can accept defeat, can become stronger, and even can change environment/surrounding. The father says:
‘You cannot change the environment, but can change yourself ;
You cannot change the fact, but can change an attitude ;
You cannot change the past, but can change the present ;
You have no command over others, but can control yourself ;
You can't predict tomorrow, but can hold on today ;
You can't be doing smooth and well in everything, but can devote your best effort ;
You can't change weather, but can change a mood ;
You can't change facial appearance, but can emerge with smiling face.’
Yes, the mindset sometimes is important compares with others......

坠落。。。

叶子的坠落 ，是因为风的追求 ，还是树的不挽留？

雨的坠落 ，是因为大地的追求 ，还是天空的不挽留？

流星的坠落 ，是因为人们的追求 ，还是银河的不挽留？

眼泪的坠落 ，是因为脸颊的追求 ，还是眼眶的不挽留？

心的坠落 ，是因为悲伤的追求 ，还是开心的不挽留？

人性的坠落 ，是因为恶魔的追求 ，还是天使的不挽留？

回忆的坠落 ，是因为时间的追求 ，还是记忆的不挽留？

信任的坠落 ，是因为谎言的追求 ，还是承诺的不挽留？

友情的坠落 ，是因为情人的追求 ，还是知己的不挽留？

爱情的坠落 ，是因为忌妒的追求 ，还是信任的不挽留？

最经典的还是
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大便的坠落 ，是因为马桶的追求 ，还是肛门的不挽留？


P/s : 写了那么多感性的 ，最后还蛮想来个搞笑的。。嘻嘻。。XP

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im tired of ething la.. juz fil so frustrated now.. aaaaaarrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!! stop all dis pls!!!!!! so damn stressed up la.. i don wan to tink bout it anymore la.. stop telling me bout all these la... so damn f**ked up!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!! let me take a breath pls........... don let me die of suffocating!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how to forgive n forget!!!!! tel me pls............ im realy tired.. so tired.. havin headache....... gosh!! fil like banging myself to da wall ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

信任。。。

你知道吗？
我们之间多了一道围墙
假以时日
当这道围墙
高过你我的高度
那么
我们的友谊
将画下完美的句点。。。

到底是我变了
还是你变了
或是我们的关系变了
无论事实是什么
我只能说
是我变了。。。

原来
一再的相信
只会带来一再的伤害
所以
选择了逃避
选择了放手
选择了离开
是因为
破碎的心
已无法再承受任何的伤害。。。

i LoVe ToDaY~

well.. actually lots of things happened recently.. but.. im juz too lazy to write all out.. so i'll juz make it short.. 1st.. after da visit to inti college i was involved in da st john area competition which was held on 28th march 2010.. our group was NA(sthing)...... em.. sory to tel u guys tat i cant rmb wats my group num for tat comp.. oya.. it was NAC.. hehe.. we won tat comp n thus we had to proceed to da state comp which was held on 11th april 2010.. dis time i rmb our group num.. it was NAB(it mins nursing adult team B)... n we won too.. unexpectedly.. cos our opponent is a very strong team from area 1.. n sad to say.. we din practise at all for tat comp.. tats y all of us felt so surprised.. n cos we won.. we hav to represent malacca to compete in da national comp which wil b held on 12th n 13th jun 2010 (if im not mistaken).. gosh.. n here comes da prob.. out of da 4 members n 1 leader in our group,3 hav da prob of joining tat comp cos of parents.. n im one of them.. but now i guess ething is settled d.. hope so.. stil rmb bout da national comp we joined two years ago.. tat was great.. but.. dis time.. haiy.. fine.. don wan to talk bout dis 1st.. den after da area comp we had da skul sports day(on 31st march 2010).. n ething was juz normal at 1st.. prob started when our great st john president JACQUELINE ANG's leg cramped.. all of us rushed there n treated her leg for her.. after she ok a bit d i pula got prob.. i felt so weak suddenly n my whole body numb.. i couldnt bend o straighten my fingers.. so damn scary.. couldnt control my limbs.. tat feeling was terrible n horrible.. luckily da condition got better after a long long time.. n i was da last to go bak from skul on tat day.. around 6.30pm.. hmmm.. so pitiful.. okay.. now we move on to 10th april 2010.. i went to stamford college for a course so called 'kursus kepimpinan'.. tat day.. i lost my face.. aku telah menjejaskan imejku yang sememangnya dah tak bagus.. haha.. 1st of all.. i was late to da course.. cos i couldnt hear get my alarm n slept too late da night b4 da course.. so i went there a lot.. asked da receptionist where were others n finding for them alone.. went into a lift which has a mirror at da bak ALONE!! so scary n creepy~~ n tat few secs were like hours to me.. den i walked to da lecture hall alone n when i opened da door......... oh gosh.. i realy felt like fainting at tat time.. over 100 pairs of eyes were looking at me.. wa!! so shy la~~ den i walked to da last row n sat beside a teacher.. looking at my frens who were sitting quite far away from me,i felt so lonely~ hmmm.. listened to da sumbody to talk for bout half an hour, it came to da time to hav our light breakfast finally.. realy light.. two pieces of kuih.. n den oni i got to sit wit my frens.. n listened to another talk.. it was kinda boring.. but after tat we had a quite fun activity(get picts n words from da newspaper n create a story n act it out!!) n here.. i sacrificed myself.. my image.. my face.. T.T i acted as a nerdy n ugly person.. i tink i deserve Oscar's best actress... hahaha.. ok.. stop SS-ing here.. luckily our group came up to b da winner.. thanks to me.. haha.. (shy shy~) den after ething was kinda boring again.. den we walked to yuinkei's hse to wait for our parents to fetch us bak.. den at nite went to jac's hse to prepare for state comp on da next day.. n da next day after state comp(mon,12th april 2010) was our exam day.. 2nd monthly test.. i tink im goin to fail my bio cos i din get to study b4 d exam.. was juz too busy.. n tired.. den all da tests on da following next two days were terrible too.. n today!! (okay.. shud b ytd-15th april 2010) i love today!! cos i went out wit two of my besties which r (drum rolls....)....................... okay.. i noe dis is lame.. dey r my beloved rou er(yirou) n qiqi(yuinkei)~~ yea~ we went out to celebrate rou's bday.. em.. hapi advanced bday to her.. shud celebrate on 19th april but we r too busy.. haha.. so we shifted da date to today!! went to sing k in dreambox in da morning.. n gave her da present which is prepared by me n qiqi---------b**.. can u all guess wats tat?? n oso a card n cd of our sweet memories together which is made by qiqi~ hm.. den went to shopping for a while(actually it was a few hours) n trying on clothes.. da most interesting part was when we were shopping in parkson.. suddenly.. no electricity.. n da funniest thing was parkson was d oni place where suddenly had no electricity.. n we were stil inside there at tat time.. it was actually quite scary cos it was realy very very dark till i couldn't even c get qiqi n rou er.. so we used our handphones as torchlight n we managed to get out from tat 'dark parkson'.. as we looked inside we felt kinda amazed as dis was da 1st time for 3 of us to c dis kind of situation.. so we took a pict of tat 'dark parkson'.. soon.. da electricity came bak n so we moved on.. after tat we had a meal in secret recipe.. we sat down there n talked for a long long time.. talked bout lots of things.. felt so great n niceee~~~ den bought milk tea at Green Apple n went to Big Apple to buy doughnuts for rou's mom n sat down again n of cos chit chat again.. den one by one went bak n met again in physics tuition at nite.. at 1st was very hapi but i guess suddenly mood swing n i was kinda emo~ haha.. but now im ok again.. hyperactive again!! but guess i gtg d.. its too late~ i hav skul tml.. hav to get up early.. ciao~~



p/s : for those who wanna view photos of these events, kindly log on to http://www.facebook.com/ n search for my profile.. hehe.. im too lazy to upload da photos here.. sory~ hehe.. ^^

bIoWoRkShOp~

wao.. again long time din write blog d.. so many things happened recently.. too many til i oso dono where to start from.. hm... okie.. gonna tel u all bout a trip to inti college in dis post.. its actually bio workshop.. enjoyed ourselves very much tat day.. ^^ so nice~ fil like goin again.. miss da moments spent there wit my frens~~ hehe..

on da way to inti college...

do not tink tat im hardworking.. i terpaksa wan~ haha..

after we reached dis college...

we had a very 'light' breakfast...

dis is their so called "light breakfast"......

den we went to our lab n started our lessons.......
but of cos b4 da lesson starts......

me n yirou SS wit da lab coat.. haha..

now da lesson starts......

theory stuffs...........

carrying out d experiment... ( may pin n jac )

our group n our lecturer , mr lim chia hong..........

while waiting for other groups..........

woohoo~ 18 SX.............

qiqi , xiao ber , rou er n me~

a group of ' future scientists'...... haha.. XD

jac pouring out da liquid gel.....

while waiting for da gel to dry...

we went to da computer lab....

den bak to da lab again....

da dry gel.........

mr lim demonstrating how to insert da DNA into da wells......

DONE !!!

while waiting for others , we were too bored.... so..... we did dis......

(before............)

(after........) ooo... guan yin ma!!! haha.. im juz right behind of them!!

while waiting for da process of gel electrophoresis , we went for our lunch!!!! hooray!!

on da way to da canteen~

while waiting............ take pict!!!!! hehe... ^^

after finishing our food , we had our desserts - papaya n watermelon.. n dis is me wit around 16 cubes of watermelon in my mouth!!!!! hahaha.. yea~ cool~

after lunch , we went bak to da lab again...

look at dis!!!!

SCARY!!!!!!! well.. tats my hand , may pin's head n jac behind there.. hehe.. ^^ is dis hukuman mandatori??

ini merupakan sekumpulan model 'future scientists' yg terbaik.. haha.. XD

photography session!! naughty gals n blur lecturer.. haha.. XP

yay!! result coming out!!!

staining da gel wit methylene blue solution..

( maypin , me n mr lim ) we were juz playing around.. but... look at da lecturer's face!! haha..

b4 we went bak , photography session again!!!! but dis time..........

all da students , lecturers n teachers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( it was very hot tat time n we stil had to wear da lab coat!! )

while waiting da bus to come........

nice~ we won miss any chances to take photo!! haha.. XD

wa!!! i was stil tying my hair!!

a pict wit our 'tour guides' in Inti~

when da bus arrived , we went to da Jusco in negeri sembilan.. but we din get to snap any photo..... wat a waste.. haiy.. nvm.. at least i hav a pict of a heartless person which bought nice food n ate in da bus n din treat me!!!!!! n she is................

MAY PIN!!!!!!!!!

n last but not least , on da way bak to malacca , me n yirou enjoyed singing songs together!!! hahaha.. XD

yea~ hahaha..

hm.. guess i hav to stop here.. spent a long time writing dis blog.. hehe.. anyways , i juz wanna say tat i realy enjoyed da trip n had fun.. miss it so so so so so sooooooooooo much~ hope we get da chance to hav a trip like dis again.... hehe... gtg d.. ta~

你看见了吗？

你看见了吗？
我的手流着的鲜血
那是
我为了拾起
那被你重重摔碎的心
而不小心割伤的。。。

你变了
变得守不住我们之间的秘密
变得对她毫不隐瞒
变得对我不诚实
变得开始对我冷淡
所以
我选择了沉默
选择把一切藏在心中
选择一个人偷偷地哭泣。。。

有缘无份。。。

原来
发现爱情的存在
往往是因为心痛。。。
原来
有些话
在想说的时候没说
就会来不及说出口。。。
其实
我想对你说
“我爱你”
但是
我们之间的距离
却已经越来越远。。。
或许
这就是所谓的有缘无份吧。。。

女孩。。。

有个女孩
撑着把伞
走在冷清的街上
豆大般的雨点
打在女孩的伞上
就像那千斤重的锤子
打在女孩的心上
女孩的心里
始终挂念着
让她伤心欲绝的某个人
已不再理睬她的某个人
已把她给忘了的某个人
她走向附近的咖啡屋
点了杯香浓的卡布奇诺

向服务生要了张纸和笔
写了一段文章。。。

“你知道吗？
每次我说不再理你了
我都失败了
每次我说不回你的简讯了
我都办不到
现在
就算你伤透了我的心
就算你不再在乎我了
就算我们没有任何关系了
就算你爱上了她
我都无所谓了
因为
我已无法自拔地爱上了你

你的脑子里想的只有她
怎么还会有我呢？
为了你
我渐渐地失去了自己
为了你
我已迷失了方向
为了你
我的泪都已流干了
唯一剩下的只有
默默为你付出的一颗心。。。

卡布奇诺
我们之间的通关密语
它代表着
＝我爱你＝
你还记得吗？”

女孩付了钱后
便带着那张纸
头也不回地走了
留下的只是
那杯还在冒烟的
卡布奇诺 。。。

幸福。。。

幸福
难道真的离我如此遥远
明明觉得如此靠近
却怎样也得不到

跨不过的墙
越不过的海
永远到不了的地方－－幸福天堂

虽然
你的心已不属于我
但是
你会永远活在
我心中的某个角落
我记忆深处的某个地方。。。

对不起 ，我爱你 。。。

心都碎了
为什么你要这样对我？
我都哭了好几回
却已挽不回你的心
难道这真的是天注定？
为什么？
请你告诉我

我心里的痛
是笔墨都难以形容的
血流干了
泪也干了
我只想对你说
对不起 ， 我爱你 。。。

rEsT iN pEaCe..

got a quite shocking news juz now.. my grandma had juz passed away in da morning.. we juz went to kl to c her ytd.. we din noe tat we would b holding her hands n talkin to her for d one last time.. she was ad very weak tat time.. din even hav energy to speak a word.. n dis morning.. she left us.. i tried my best not to cry.. cos i knew tat God loves her.. tat's y God took her away to stay beside Him so tat she won hav to suffer anymore.. i always say tat life is precious but short.. so, appreciate life n don giv up life easily.. always cherish d one u love n d one who loves u so tat u won hav any regrets.. last but not least, i wanna tel my grandma tat,'ah jia, ngai oi ngi....'

sT jOhN fOrMaTiOn cOmPeTiTiOn Is oVeR~

woohooo~~~ finally competition is over!!!!!!!! was so sick ytd but juz now was better.. got up early in da morning around 4 sthing... prepared ething n tied my hair up myself den went to payfong2.. when i almost reached there i realized tat i forgot to take my full-u there n i'd to ask my dad to fetch me home again to take my full-u afta dropping my sis at pf2.. den went to pf2 again, pin my hair n put up my hair net n all tat stuff.. den help them to tidy up their hair.... n chit chat for a while.. den we prac for a few times, ate bread, drank milo n got ready.. den da bus reached pf2 n all of us went up to da bus n to Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Padang Temu.. afta reaching there we saw NDC team ad there n started practising.. den we put down all our stuffs, put on our headgear, prac for a while, cheered for our team n till da in charge person asked us to gather.. afta sum instructions, a madam started checking our cleanliness.. i tink we got sum marks deducted here.. den afta tat keluar baris n rested for a while.. n da competition started.. firstly was kategori lelaki.. but there was oni 2 teams.. den kategori perempuan.. we were P2.. P1 was pulau sebang n afta their performance we got ready n started our kawad kaki.. i tink all of us were kinda nervous but we stil had to compete.. at first our kawad was so amazing tat we din make any obvious mistakes n every1 was like wow!!! but when da walking of format goin to fin sum of them made sum mistakes.. n da low class P3 laughed at us.. so impolite.. but we'd to juz continue.. den ething went smoothly til da first formation hormat part.. i counted da timing too fast n caused my row around 5 ppl to step earlier than d others.. STUPID mistake!! den 2nd formation was okie.. 3rd was very gud at first but ending part soh yong n my timing was different n all da things were like messed up.. n da 4th formation was juz okie cos there were stil sum minor mistakes.. den we keluar baris n bersurai.. my last toe was kinda pain tat time cos last time i hurt it n it hasn't fully recover yet.. we rested while watching da FABULOUS notre dame team (P3) to perform their kawad.. i cant say tat dey were bad cos dey were kinda gud but i don like their attitude as dey were kinda arrogant.. i don mind writing dis here cos i knew tat dey don like our skul oso.. but dey stil made sum small mistakes tat i dono y da judges etime couldn't c it.. nvm.. we were very sporting.. den afta their kawad ebody rested for about 1 hour i tink (din realy look at da time).. sum were kinda moody cos of da mistakes dey made.. den we gathered again.. da officer n state commander gave speech n gave souvenir to da judges.. den da most awaiting n exciting part came.. announcing da winner... dey announced da 1st runner up of da kategori perempuan n it was us.. we were actually kinda disappointed cos we put high hope on da champion dis year.. we wanna change da history n make miracle happens.. but stil.. haiy.. n NDC team got 1st.. n den dey announced da best commander.. at first we tot tat it was jac but it ended up wit da NDC commander.. gosh.. n of cos dey got d overall champion la.. i could c tat jac was kinda moody n down n disappointed cos all of us put kinda high hope on her to get da best commander... but her throat wasn't feeling well tat time i tink.. haiy.. den kategori lelaki was smk catholic got first n pulau sebang got 2nd.. n da best commander was da smk catholic commander.. but da weird thing was d overall champion was pulau sebang.. haha.. i tot it shud b smk catholic since dey won more..it doesn't matter to us.. den afta we bersurai da NDC wan shouted like dono wat but of cos we shouted too n it was better than them.. haha.. den i went to da canteen to take da food for them n we had our meal at da skul compound.. we were busy of making ourselves look better i tink.. haiy.. den kategori lelaki was smk catholic got first n pulau sebang got 2nd.. n da best commander was da smk catholic commander.. but da weird thing was da overall champion was pulau sebang.. haha.. i tot it shud b smk catholic since dey won more..it doesn't matter to us.. den afta we bersurai da NDC wan shouted like dono wat but of cos we shouted too n it was better than them.. haha.. den we took sum pict as memories as dis was da last year for us (form 5).. den i went to da canteen to take da food for them n we had our meal at da skul compound.. we were busy of making ourselves look nicer by taking out all da hair net,rubber band n pins on our head which made us look like a group of ppl with oni a few hair.. but i tink it ended up worse.. haha.. den we took sum pict again.. den our bus came n we went bak to pf2.. sum were kinda moody especially jac cos of da result o mayb tired cos got up early in da morning.. afta reaching pf2 we chit chat for a while n one by one went bak including me.. n da first thing i did when i reached my hse was go n bath!! den had sthing to eat n i'm here blogging.. gonna die soon cos i had ujian selaras tml n i hav not even read a single word.. die lo.. n i'm stil replying others comments at fb.. hehe.. mayb goin to study 2nite.. even if cant study fin oso can pakai hentam tml.. tat's wat i'll do whenever i cant fin my studying.. hehe.. gtg d.. ta~~

CNY 2o1o~

wa.. again quite a long time din write blog.. hehe.. i'm bak now.. hehe.. hm.. oya.. me n tat bestie talked to each other b4 holiday.. it can b said tat both of us made da concession.. haha.. very gud.. last week went shopping wit her n another fren n i bought a DRESS!!! omg.. even myself oso cant believe it.. haha.. but da dress is like kinda casual.. so it's stil ok la.. haha.. den fri i went shopping again n bought 1 high heels.. kinda expensive to me cos i used my own money.. haha.. it costs around 70 bucks!!! my wallet became empty b4 cny.. luckily can get angpau afta tat n den replace bak da money tat i've spent.. hehe.. den fri when i juz came bak from shopping, i had to clean my hse.. cleaned till around 12 midnight but stil not very clean yet.. so had to continue on sat.. had bad flu while cleaning on fri n da next day i fell sick n i was very very very very very sick.. had headache n body ache when i got up n den fever,flu,cough n sore throat.. kesian.. den i did sum work but it was kinda suffering so i fell asleep til around 12 noon.. when i got up, dad came bak n i told him i was sick.. i was brought to a 24-hour clinic in melaka baru by my dad.. waited for about 1 hour for my turn den went bak afta i get my medicine.. had to eat all sorts of medicine which are 4 types of pill medicine n 1 cough mixture.. geli sia.. den continued my work til evening.. n finally my hse changed totally different from b4.. very very clean.. haha.. gud.. den went to my grandma(wai po)'s hse for our dinner.. steamboat.. afta dinner i took my medicine n i tink it's cos of da medicine i fell asleep on da sofa till dey woke me up n den we went bak to my hse.. da first day of CNY all of us woke up late cos of da tiredness but it was stil b4 noon la.. den me n my siblings got angpau from my dad n we went out for our 'brunch'.. ate vegetarian food as it was da first day of da month in da lunar calendar.. i forgot wat we did in d afternoon but i rmb tat we went to our grandma's hse again at nite n got alot of angpau cos i hav alot of uncles n aunties there.. haha.. den chit-chat n played wit my cousins.. nice~~ den da next day went for breakfast wit da big big family of my mother side.. den all of us visited other relatives' hse n i tink it took around 5 cars to fetch all of us.. haha.. den my aunties uncles n cousins went bak at around 3-5.. haiy.. time realy flies fast.. kinda sad cos hav to wait for quite a long time to meet them again.. haiy.. den da third day we celebrated my dad's bday in machap baru wit a few of his frens.. den me n siblings had KFC for our dinner at da new JJ near my hse cos my dad went out wit his frens.. den da 4th day we went to tampin to visit relatives there.. at nite i stayed at home cos my kor kor n da jie had gathering wit their frens n my dad went out too.. so i've no transport to go anywhere.. haiy.. kesian.. n da worst thing was i kicked my last toe of my left leg to d edge of a cupboard n it was kinda painful man.. realy couldn't stand da pain till i cant walk properly.. den da 5th day wnt out wit my frens for da whole day.. morning i rushed to bernice's hse den we went to pei lee's hse.. den we took panorama to get to MP n played in wonderland but i cant play cos i hurt my last toe.. den had our lunch in Sushi King n walked to DP n continued playing.. den we took panorama again to my hse.. chi-chat.. den we walked to yu feng's hse.. very cool~ cos there is quite a distance from my hse to hers.. n all of us were kinda sweaty when we reached her hse.. ebody were askin for water n tissue.. haha.. another cool thing was all of us which is around 8 person squeezed into yf's mom's car which shud be oni 5 person to fit in.. n as da result bernice had to share her seat wit me n da sitting position was kinda obscene.. haha.. tat was da seat beside da driver.. den we went to soo's hse n gambled for a while.. den we squeezed again in sinyee's mom's car to get to her hse.. den chit chat for a while n squeezed again to get to jac's hse.. again we chit chat there for a while n den went to harbour club.. altho stil had to squeeze but it was better cos d amount of passengers had been reduced to 6 person.. den we walked to amigo n had our dinner den went to harbour club again.. i went bak home at around 10.. today i went to yirou's hse in da morning n played mahjong for a while.. den we went out for breakfast but we were unlucky cos da shop was closed.. so we ordered pizza.. afta da meal we gambled till around 3.. den we walked to another fren's hse.. chit-chat there till around 4 den went bak to yr's hse n continued gambling.. played piano too.. den all of us went bak one by one.. den sent my eldest sis to da bus station at around 8.40 cos she's goin bak to kedah 2nite.. den around 11 my bro went bak to kl wit his fren by driving his own car.. n now i'm here blogging n got to go d cos i haven bath yet.. hehe.. ta~

bUsY~~ CNY cOmInG sOOn~~

wao.. din write blog for quite some time d.. kinda busy these few weeks.. all da koku thingy... hw... tuition.... so tiring.... actually got nth to write bout for today.. haha.. juz a busy day.. keep doin things from morning till now.. so tired.. n sleepy.. supposed to b no skul today but hav to replace da holidays for CNY so we had skul today---saturday... oya.. CNY is coming soon.. haha.. can get alot angpau d.. den wil hav more savings to buy those things which i wan to buy.. hehe.. nice~~ 1 more week to CNY!!! yeah!! ^^ hm.. quarrelled with one of my bestie last week.. not quarrelling actually.. juz tat both of us don wan to talk to each other.. cos both of us r like kinda stubborn n won make a concession.. actually it was my fren who misunderstood me.. haiy.. i don realy wan to shout at her but she was d one who did tat kind of expression which shows tat she couldn't hear me.. mayb my expression made me looked angry but i wasn't.. mayb i was juz too loud tat she tot tat i was yelling at her.. den she juz turned around n walked away without saying a word.. n i knew tat she was angry.. i got to noe her since we were in std 5.. i noe her more than other frens do.. i noe wat she's thinkin even if she juz blink her eyes.. ( mayb it's a little exaggerating but i realy noe her well.. ) i din get a chance to explain to her till now juz bcos tat i'm realy very very stubborn tat i won make a concession first.. but i tink tat altho it seems like it was my fault cos i yelled at her,she shouldn't juz walk away like tat.. tat would make it worse.. so both of us did wrong.. now both of us r stil not talkin to each other n waiting for either one of us to make a concession first.. who'll b d one?? we'll c...

wA~~ dIsSeCt fRoG aR~

few days ago..... ( wed )

i got up in da morning around 6 o'clock n went to skul as usual on tat day.. tat day was a special day for all da IJC 5SC2 students.. cos we were goin to dissect FROG,FISH n COCKROACH!!!! omg.. when i stepped into my class, i saw quite a lot of pails n containers on da floor in da classroom.. n i knew tat there were frogs inside those pails n containers.. it was kind of weird n geli for da first few periods as we had to study with da frogs.. all da frogs tat were brought by them were kinda big except for our group cos one of our group members tat was responsible of buying da frog couldn't find a big wan.. da frog tat was brought by her were so small tat dey were juz like new born frogs.. so kesian tat dey've to sacrifice for our experiment at young age.. haha.. n da funniest thing was when we were having our english class, da frog tat was brought by one of da groups ( lu ee's group ) was so hyperactive tat it jumped out of da pail n almost da whole class were screaming n sum even stood on their chairs.. but unfortunately i was not there to c da funny scene as i went out to do sthing.. when i was bak, i saw lu ee,aileen n sam were busy catching da frog bak into their pail n a lot of them in da class were standing on their chairs.. haha.. those who brought their camera kept taking pict of dis scene.. dey used up quite a lot of time of tat period n so we had less time for da eng class.. hurray!! haha.. den we went for recess.. after recess, most of them were so impatient tat dey went to da bio lab immediately.. when most of us were in da bio lab, our bio teacher,pn. aidah explained to us bout how to dissect frog,fish n cockroach.. after d explaination,we started our experiment.. first of all,we had to remove those frogs into a basin o a container so tat we can put chloroform inside da container to make those frogs pengsan.. for our group, it was so easy to remove da frogs into da container cos our frogs were so small in size.. however, one of da frog refused to get out of da plastic as if it knew tat it was goin to die.. but at last we were stil b able to remove da frog into da container n den we covered da container.. den we threw a piece of cotton ball tat was soaked with chloroform into da container n covered it again.. after waiting for a while, we tried to test whether da frogs in da container were stil awake onot by shaking da container n knocking da wall of da container.. after making sure tat there were no movement in da container anymore, we removed da cover.. when we were about to take one of da frogs out of container, da frog suddenly jumped up.. we were shocked n of cos we screamed but luckily we covered da container again b4 da frog got out of da container.. a lot of groups did scream too as da same thing happened to them too.. den we waited for quite a long time again.. while waiting, we dissected da dead fish first.. yirou did tat but we faced sum prob while dissecting as we've no skills to take out all da organs of da fish perfectly.. so, we asked for pn aidah's help.. she was so skillful tat she could even explain to us while dissecting.. after we were very very very sure tat da frog had fainted, jac took one of da frogs out n started to dissect da frog with bernice's help.. firstly, dey pinned da legs of da frog on da dissecting tray.. den, dey cut off da skin of da frog.. den dey cut da flesh of da frog.. we din c much blood coming out from da frog like other groups' frogs as our frog was so small.. after cutting off da flesh, we saw d organs of da frog.. ething was so tiny cos of da size of frog.. unlike other frogs, da heart of our frog was juz as small as an ant o even smaller than tat while other frogs' heart were bout 5-10 times bigger than our frog's heart.. n da most wonderful thing was da heart of da frog was stil beating altho we had removed it from its body.. besides da heart, we saw da stomach,liver,lungs n fats of da frog too.. sum of da groups were kinda cruel as dey cut out da frog's brain n legs.. i din dissect anything as i couldn't b hardhearted to dissect those animals.. therefore, i did another job tat's camerawoman.. i took most of da pict when dey were dissecting da frog.. but since we had 3 frogs with us, we decided to dissect another wan.. n for dis time, yi rou n siew li wil b da 'doctors'.. n i was stil da camerawoman.. dis time we chose to record da whole process cos we ad took pict for da previous wan.. when yr n sl were dissecting da 2nd frog, bernice tried to dissect da fish's stomach.. n most of da food in da fish's stomach were digested but we saw sthing tat made us fil quite surprised.. we saw another fish's tail in da fish's stomach n we came out wit one conclusion tat is....... FISH EATS FISH TOO!!! haha.. lol.. den yr n sl continue dissecting till dey had most of d organs of da frog out of its body.. den our most courageous bernice tried to dissect da cockroach.. da cockroach supposed to b dead so tat we can dissect it but jac's kakak was so cool tat she caught it alive n we tried to kill da cockroach using a lot of methods but we failed to do tat.. so we decided to put sum choroform to it too.. n den she started dissecting.. but bcos dis was da first time we dissect cockroach so we decided to ask teacher to dissect it for us again.. n pn aidah helped us.. den we saw da tracheal system of da cockroach n its organ.. it was juz so amazing tat dis was da first time for us to c so many organs of d animals.. besides frogs,fish n cockroach, we saw da chicken's heart too.. pn aidah cut da chicken's heart into 2 so tat we would b able to c da structure of a chicken's heart.. after dissecting d animals, we took a few pict with da dissected frogs n sum group pict too.. den we started to clean up.. we decided to let go of d oni frog tat was so lucky tat din get to dissect by us.. but since it was stil not awake, i brought it to a place where ppl seldom go so tat it won b stepped by others.. den i went up to bio lab again n cleaned up with them.. den we went bak to da class n i saw our add maths teacher,mr tee with his very 'black' face sitting in da class.. i tink he was angry cos we were late for his class for bout 1 hour n nobody inform him bout it.. kesian~ haha.. but he din scold us la.. juz nagged a bit den started to teach d.. den da bell rang n all of us went bak.. n a special schooling day for us ended.............

HaPi BdaY SoO~

hapi bday to u
hapi bday to u
hapi bday to hui ming
hapi bday to u~

hehe.. hapi bday ya soo.... may all ur wishes come true n all da best for ur SPM dis year.. hehe..

actually today we ( me,joanne,sin yee,jac,bernice,pei lee ) gave her quite a big surprise.. hehe.. ytd we planned to celebrate her bday today.. so we had a plan such tat soo n pei lee wil go to da state library to study 1st n den go to chicken delight to eat den oni we bring a cake there to celebrate with her.. so dis morning i got up at 9 sthing.. den i washed clothes.. after washing clothes, i rushed to jac's hse to meet them.. when i reached her hse at around 11, i saw jac,jac's bro,bernice n surprisingly pei lee was oso there.. she should be with soo at library rite? den bernice told me tat da plan changed cos soo msg pei lee n told her tat she couldn't make it to library cos her bro was bak from sumwhere ( i dono.. din ask.. haha.. ) so she wil not b goin to library d.. so we tried to figure out another way to celebrate with her.. n i came out with an idea in d end.. i suggested tat pei lee cal soo again n tel her tat she's eating alone at chicken delight n ask her to come n accompany her.. n dey agreed with me.. while we were chit-chatting,watching tv n eating mixed rice tat was brought by jac's bro from her mom's shop, joanne came.. we told her da prob n she was like 'har?! how come?! den how?!' very big reaction huh.. haha.. den we told her da 'plan B' n we continue chit-chatting.. den pei lee called soo n told soo ething tat we taught her to tel soo.. n soo said ok! plan went smoothly.. hehe.. den pei lee went to chicken delight 1st.. alone.. kesian.. sacrificed for soo.. haha.. after pei lee went there, we started to make da creamy cake.. n da purpose is of cos to smash da cake onto soo's face.. but da cream is too watery so after we put da cream onto da cake tat was bought by bernice,we put it into da freezer.. while waiting, we took a few pict of ourselves n jac's photo when she's stil a small kid.. very very chubby lo.. haha.. den we took da cake out n put more cream on it n did some pattern so tat soo won doubt us.. den sin yee came.. den we chit-chat again.. da two super hardworking fella ( sin yee n joanne ) did their hw while chatting with us.. when it's around 1,jac's hse sudddenly no electricity.. but luckily at da same time we received msg from pei lee tellin us tat soo wil b goin to chicken delight soon.. so we took da cake out again n covered it wit its cover.. b4 we went out from jac's hse, soo called jac cos she forgot to bring her water to tuition ( 2 o'clock tuition n da place is very very very near to chicken delight n me, jac n soo hav tuition together there.. ) so she wan jac to buy her a bottle of mineral water.. some of us were stil talkin quite loudly n we tot tat soo ad noe tat we r there wit jac.. but actually she tot tat it was da noise from jac's mom's customers ( she told us after tat.. haha.. luckily..) den we walked to chicken delight from jac's hse.. it's actually not far cos we oni took 5-10 mins to walk there.. den jac went in 1st since soo asked her to bring her da mineral water.. n so we hav another spy for us.. haha.. meanwhile, me,joanne,bernice n sinyee went to da corridor in front of da hotel beside chicken delight.. n bernice saw a quite funny notice at da main door of chiken delight which is 'no outside food r allowed except bday cake'.. haha.. we were juz like thieves cos we kept peeping inside.. we tried very hard to light da candles on da cake but da wind was very strong til we couldn't light da candles up.. so we decided to do tat in chicken delight after we made sure tat soo won b able to c us if we juz walk in thru da main door.. we kept quiet n walked slowly to one of da table tat soo cant c us n nearest to da main door.. everyone was lookin at us at tat time n it was kinda weird.. haha.. den we lighted up da candles.. while we were walkin very slowly n softly to soo, i suddenly realized tat we lack of a candle on da cake as soo is already 17 dis year.. but dey said nvm so we juz kept walkin.. when i reached soo,she stil din realize tat we were there til jac n pei lee looked at us.. she turned behind n i put da cake juz right in front of her.. she looked very surprised n if i'm not mistaken she shouted.. haha.. den we started to sing bday song to her.. to avoid her from doubting us, i told her tat da cake was made by bernice n we applied da cream on it so it's a little bit simple n ugly.. den she made her wishes n blew da candles off.. here comes da most exciting part.. we took all da candles out except for da biggest candle tat stands for 10 years old.. den jac put da candle very very deep into da cake.. den we asked soo to bite da candle out from da cake.. she refused to do tat at 1st but we told her tat tat's da tradition.. so she did it.. while she was trying to bite da candles out, we pushed her head n dipped her face to da cake.. n she turned out to b 'white soo' as her face was full of white cream.. n of cos she striked bak but joanne was d oni victim tat kena her cream.. haha.. kesian.. den she went to da toilet to clean her face n after she came bak she kept saying tat her face is full of da creamy cake's smell.. haha.. very 'nice'.. haha.. den we took a few pict.. all of us were very hapi cos ething went smoothly as we planned.. after passing her da present, we walked to tuition cos it was almost 2 ad.. while walkin, she kept saying da same thing which is da smell n she said tat we shud prepare face cleanser for her.. haha.. during tuition, we sang bday song to her again.. haha.. n our tuition teacher wished her too.. n we realized tat actually there's another gal in da tuition was born on da same day as her.. such a coincidence.. i tink dis wil b her most unforgettable bday for life.. haha.. n i juz received her msg saying thanks to all of us for da 'wonderful' experience of dipping her face in da cake.. haha.. indeed, i like dis celebration very much cos dis is da 1st time for me to celebrate sum1's bday in such a way.. realy enjoyed it.. so nice~~ ^^

iNeFFiCiEnT sKuL...

few days ago i was practising at our st john room with others after skul as usual.. when we were about to fin our prac, st john members of other skul in da same area with us which is area 3 came to get our nursing bed for their prac.. n we ad promised them tat we'll borrow them.. so we went to get da bed for them.. when we were goin to take da bed we found out tat da bed was missng.. so me n jac went to da office to find da staff tat is in charge of cleaning da area near our st john room.. but she wasn't there.. da staffs in d office told us tat she's cleaning da toilet.. so we went to da toilet to find her.. dis is our conversation..

me : hm,mak cik.. tumpang tanya ya.. mak cik ada clean itu st john room tak?
mak cik : apa st john room?
me.. yang kat belakang dewan tu..
mak cik : belakang dewan? ada st john room ke?
me : ( sweat.. st john room oso dono.. cannot blame her.. our st john room is small n full of 'rubbish' n it's like a store room.. kesian~ )ya.. kat belakang hall tu.. ada st john room kan.. ada bed kat dalam kan..
mak cik : bed?
jac : katil..
mak cik : oo... yang itu katil ke.. katil tu pengetua bagi arahan untuk pindahkan ke bilik sebelah ICT room la..
me : ( wth.. how can da principal take our bed without askin for our permissions? ) oo.. ok.. nvm.. terima kasih ya mak cik..

den we went to da room beside da ICT room.. n omg.. da room was locked.. shit la.. den we had to go to da office again to ask for da key.. another conversation with staff in d office..

me : hm.. excuse me.. can i hav da key of da room beside da ICT room?
staff : room beside ICT room??
me : ya.. da room there.. ( i pointed at sumwhere outside d office as da room is mear to d office.. )
staff : oo.. but u cannot juz take da key like tat.. u hav to ask for permission..
me : ( wth.. hav to ask permission to take our own things? ) oo.. ok.. nvm.. den who shud i ask for da permission?
staff : oo.. ( thinkin ) hm.. i tink is en. halipah..
me : ( walau eh.. don tel me he's bak.. ) hm.. en. halipah go bak d onot?
staff : oo.. haven.. he's at da bak field for da rumah sukan practice..
me : ( walau.. bak field?!?!?!?!?! so far man...... ) oo.. ok.. thanks..

while i was running to da field, jac asked tat two kesian guys who was asked by their skul to take da bed to wait with her.. when i reached en. halipah, he was talking to another fella.. here's another conversation between me n him..

me : cikgu.........
( he din turn bak n look at me.. )
me : ( calling him again ) cikgu.............
( stil din look at me.. i was extremely bo song d... )
me : ( shouting ) CIKGU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( n finally he looked at me )
en. halipah : ya.. ada apa hal?
me : ( speaking softly ) cikgu.. saya nak yang tu permission untuk buka pintu bilik beside itu ICT room boleh tak?
en. halipah : apa room? buat apa?
me : ( same question again... == ) o.. saya nak ambil katil yg kat dalam tu.. bilik yg sebelah ICT room tu la...
en. halipah : ( not listening to me ) apa room ar???
me : ( geram d ) yg tu bilik sebelah ICT room.. ( speking slowly n loudly.. )
en. halipah : oo.. nak buat apa??
me : ( walau eh.. very pek cek d lo.. ) nak ambil katil............
en. halipah : ambil katil untuk buat apa? kenapa perlu ambil permission saya?
me : ( sweat... ) nak pinjam sekolah lain untuk practice la.. tadi saya tanya office punya staff dia cakap perlu permission cikgu.......
en. halipah : ooo... tapi saya tak boleh beri permission la.. yg tu arahan pengetua.. perlu tanya pengetua la..
me : ( goin to crazy d.. wth man.. nit to run bak again?! walau!!!!!!!! ) o.. ok.. tak apa.. thank you teacher..

walau eh.. wth is dis man.. keep askin me to run here n there.. GERAM!!!! but luckily i'm not afraid of principal cos i talked to her for quite a lot of times d.. not tat i'm a prob student but for personal reason.. den i ran bak to d office again wit jac n when we were goin to enter da principal room we saw da gpk hem n another teacher were talkin to her.. dis means tat we've to wait for them to fin their conversation.. but i realy dono y their conversation could b so long.. we kept waiting but dey were stil talkin n laughin inside.. den i asked jac to go n train others 1st while i wil b waiting there for them to fin talking.. den jac went off.. n i was alone waiting there.. i tink i had been waiting for bout half an hour to 45 mins n finally tat teacher n gpk hem came out.. den i went into da principal room.. another conversation between me n da principal..

me : good afternoon pengetua..
pengetua : ( she was looking at her file at 1st i tink n den she slowly lift up her head.. ) yes? ada apa hal?
me : hm.. actually i'm from st john n i wan to ask permission pengetua to get da key to open da room beside da ICT room..
pengetua : ( curious ) open da room beside da ICT room? untuk apa?
me : ( same question again.. nvm.. ) oo.. i wan to get da bed in da room.. cos i heard tat pengetua asked them to move da bed to da room rite.. so we need to get da bed now to borrow to other skul..
pengetua : bed? y do u wan to take da bed?
me : hm.. actually da bed belongs to us.. i min st john..
pengetua : ya.. i noe.. u all wan da bed for wat?
me : oo.. we need to use it to practise for our competition.. but now we r goin to borrow to other skul..
pengetua : borrow to other skul? y?
me : oo.. cos we promised them to borrow them ma.. we r like under da same area which is area 3 tat includes quite a lot of other skul like bla bla bla ( giving eg ) n etc... so we need da bed now to borrow them..
pengetua : oo.. i tot it's a sick bed.. i tot it's for those who don fil well to rest punya.. saya dah bawa kain cadar dan bantal untuk itu tau...
me : ( wth.. who wan ur bed sheet ) har... oo.. ok... nvm.. dey juz need da bed oni.. i can keep da kain cadar for u..
pengetua : u wan to keep at where?
me : oo.. mayb in our st john room lo.. so izzit ok if i take da key to shift da bed?
pengetua : den mereka akan bagi balik tak?
me : ya.. dey wil..
pengetua : bila bagi balik?
me : hm.. i oso not sure but i tink wil b very soon.. so.. ok??
pengetua.. hm.. ok la ok la..
me : okie.. thank you pengetua..

den i went out n went to d office again n asked da staff again.. another conversation..

me : hm.. so can i take da key now? i ad got da pengetua's permission..
staff : em.. cannot la.. u muz ask permission from en. halipah..
me : ( lol.. == wth la.. no matter wat i'm not goin to run there again so i argued wit tat fella ) but i ad got da pengetua's permission.. juz now i went to c en. halipah n he was da one who asked me to get permission from pengetua.. so now i hav it ad.. can i get da key now??
staff : ( talkin to another staff ) dia nak ambil key bilik sebelah ICT room la.. boleh bagi dia tak..
staff 2 : hm.. macam tak boleh le..
staff: tapi dia cakap dia ada permission pengetua..
staff 2 : oo.. den ok la.. bagi dia la..
( n finally dey passed me da key )
me : thanks..

den i run to da room beside da ICT room n opened da door.. finally.. but when i looked at da bed sheet i was like omg.. wat kind of bed sheet is dis man.. very very very flowery lo.. den i took off da bed sheet n giv them da bed.. den i closed da stupid door ( very hard to open n close ) n locked it.. den i gav bak da key to da staff.. n when i was walkin bak to st john room tat two guys called me again.. dey said dey wan pillow oso.. so i ran to st john room n asked andrea to help me to take da pillow.. but we couldn't find any pillow.. dis is weird cos last time we hav bout 2 o 3 pillows.. but since we realy coulldn't so i explained to them n luckily dey said nvm.. n finally i'm not tat busy d.. FINALLY................... so now can u all ustand how inefficeint my skul is??

My MoM

here is another post about my mom since ytd was da day tat she left us for 1 year in da lunar calendar..

last december
my mom had gone
cos of broncho pneumonia
we didn’t expect tat she would be leaving us so soon
to another world
altho she knew tat we love her
she stil had to leave us

here goes a story bout my mom:
“on 3rd Jan 1959
a baby was born
in da middle-class family
but she could only had her education til standard 6
as she had to earn money for her family expenses
she had endured many years of hardship
but she would nvr complaint
she met a guy when she was 20 over years old
tat is my dad
dey had been together for a few years
n finally dey tied da knot
in 1986
she gave birth to my bro
dey earned money by selling pau (bread)
2 years later,she gave birth to my eldest sis
n followed by my 2nd sis n me
dey stop selling pau when my eldest sis reached 7 years old
dey worked as canteen operator at sjk(c) ping ming
she had worked very hard til she had to c da doctor every holiday
in early april of 2008
she felt very pain at da backbone
sumtimes she couldn’t even get down from her bed
n at last she seek treatment at putra specialist hospital
she became better after seeking treatment
but we din know tat dis was da beginning of da nightmare
it started when we got da report of all da tests tat had been made by her
n da doctor told us tat her blood level was quite low
da doctor suspected tat she had cancer
n he suggested her to go to mmc(mahkota medical centre)
for checking n confirmation
a few days later
she received her report at mmc
da report was from australia
n it showed tat she had a bonemarrow cancer
named multiple myeloma
she was realy sad tat time
but dis didn’t cause her to give up hope
she seek treatment n ate medicine all da time
n all da food she had were organic food
for almost half a year
n her condition was realy undercontrolled
we were very happy tat time
n i realy tot tat she would recover soon
bt sthing happened on november of da same year
she started to cough
we tot tat it’s juz a small matter
but later on we realize tat she was coughing worse
thus,my dad bring her to her doctor in mmc
da doctor brought her to da x-ray room
n after da report came out
da doctor stated tat there was nth wrong wit her lungs
so he gave her some antibiotic n he went overseas
but she was stil coughing n few days later she was coughing badly
even worse than last time til she had a breathing difficulty
n my dad was very worried bout her tat time
as well as us
so dad brought her to mmc again
but da doctor is not my mom’s doctor
as her doctor went overseas
he suggested her to go for x-ray again
n he found out tat her left lung was infected by virus badly
so he asked her to stay in da icu
tat night
he called my dad
n said tat he wanted to giv anethesia injection to my mom
so tat he could use machine to help my mom to breath
as she couldn’t breath easily by herself
n we realy nvr expect tat tat night was da last time we talk to her
i stil rmb wat i said to her tat night
i told her tat she need nt worry n she would get up n recover very soon
n tat time
she closed her eyes
n nvr open it again
for da first few days we tot tat she would wake up soon
so we juz went to da hospital eday n asked her to be tough
a few days later
da doctor told us tat he didn’t giv any anethesia injection to my mom anymore
but my mom stil didn’t wake up
at tat time we started to worry
when my mom’s doctor came back
he was shocked cos b4 he went overseas she was stil ok
n so he treated her
he treated her very well til her blood pressure n others r stable
but yet my mom stil didn’t open her eyes
my dad had went to everywhere to find a solution
he even went to ask da god
but all these did not work
til dis condition had lasted for almost 15 days
my dad told us tat da doctor suspected her brain was dead
tat time i was at my aunt’s hse
when i heard tat,tears coursed down my cheeks
ebody is crying tat time
tat time i was realy realy very down
da doctor did told us bout my mom’s condition too
he asked us to be prepared
as my mom might be leaving us very soon
i rmb tat day was 19th of dec
my uncle went back from singapore juz to see my mom
n tat night my dad asked me n both my sis to stay at my aunt’s hse
so tat if sthing happened we can go to da hospital immediately
tat night we reached my aunt’s hse at almost 11.45pm
when i nearly slept at 12 sthing
i heard sum1 knocked da door
he’s my uncle
he told us tat my dad phoned him
n ask us to go to hospital now
every1 of us got a very bad feeling
when i reached da hospital n walked into icu
i heard sum1 crying
she’s my 2nd uncle’s wife
when i reached my mom’s bed
i saw my mom had no heartbeat n breathing anymore
tat time i was realy devastated
i couldn’t even stand still n i felt tat both my legs is weak
n tat night my mom had gone
she left us
without saying a word
n she didn’t even talk to my bro b4 she went to da hospital
as my bro is studying at kl n not yet go back tat time
n now my bro got no chance to talk to her anymore
it had been da truth tat my mom had left us
on 20th dec 2008……”

actually i stil don’t believe tat my mom had gone
i always hope tat dis is a dream n it wil nvr come true
but no matter how i’m goin to deny it
it’s da truth
but i can feel tat my mom is stil here
cos i know tat she’s stil alive
in our hearts
so now i’ll not cry anymore
i’ll not let my mom to worry bout me even after she has gone
i’ll take care of myself…
妈，不用担心我了。我会很坚强的，我也会自己照顾自己的，您一定要保佑我们全家人，希望您在天之灵能够安息。。。。。