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okayy.. dis post is kinda random.. im gonna fit ething tat happened recently in dis post.. hope tat i won miss out any events.... okayy.. which shud i start from?? urm....... results of trials?? duh.. anything la.. out of 10 subs i gt A(either A+,A o A-) n one C!! amazing?? its bio and my bio suckss i noe.... okayy.. next! hm....... farewell party of IJC 5SC2 2010 rockssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!! MJ shipper!! <3 i juz love my classmates so so so much!! we hav lotsa fun on tat day n i did ALOT ALOT ALOT of crazy thgs... XD i don mind since my image was gone long long time ago (HAHAHA!!) oh yea... n i nearly drown but luckily i din.. THANK GOD! n thx to my Royal Couple (nisse <3 ) and Super Girl (aileen lim ^^ ) for saving me and giving me a "ride" in da pool!! XD n kelian my love a.k.a my umma... kena pushed by alot of ppl who wanted to throw her into da pool n ended up fell down on da ground.. n there i went (the 1st aider).. lol.. haha.. anyways, juz miss those time sooooo much.. haiy.. T.T okayy.. next! sports club farewell at McD DP.... tat wasnt da main point i wanted to tel.. da main point is things happened after tat farewell... as usual, everyone went bak after da farewell... so me n qiqi went shopping (window shopping of cos! XD) as we walked n walked n walked n walked, we met two singaporean girls who talked to us bout sum sports e.g. tchoukball(nt sure bout da spelling) n frisbee.. and oso sum other random stuffs.. after talking for a looooooooooooooooong looooooooooong time, we continued our "journey"... n da worst thng happened!! a STUPID CRAZY PSYCHO HAMSAP IDIOTIC SAMPAT BRAINLESS FAT UGLY SHORT malay guy (im nt being racist o wat but juz telling da truth) walked near to me.. at 1st i tot tat he wanted to steal my hp cos i felt like he was looking at my hp.. but he walked a little bit faster n juz stood in front of me... i din noe tat he was doin tat purposely until i realized tat his stupid eyes were on my boo*s!!!!!!!!!!!! ish!!!! i juz felt like korek-ing out his eyes at tat moment!! and i had a feeling tat he had a bunch of frens right behind of me at tat time.. i couldnt do anything except for covering my boo*s.. (my dress code on tat day : tank top n jeans) n it juz got worse when i saw tat stupid cao ah gua lifted his hand up as if he wanted to touch my boo*s!! i hav never seen sum1 as idiotic as him in my life!!! n of cos i did sum defending action like lifting up my elbow as if i wanna hit him.. but!! da most ridiculous thing was.... when i did tat, he n his stupid frens laughed!! WTH?? den.. my very great fren (qiqi) shouted "WHAT THE F*CK" very very very loud n tat was pretty COOL~ haha.. im lovin it! woots! den she pulled me away n we walked (half running) away from tat stupid fella..... n da next thing i did was to get da jacket from qi n wore it + zipped it to da top.. okayy.. end of da story.. next! i tink dis was b4 da farewell.. PANTAE n SUNNYING birthday celebration!! <3 tat was juz so aMAYZEEing n AWESOME!!! hahaha.. XD altho it was tiring cos we had to run from station to station to stalk our pantae (hahaha.. XD) but it was stil so so so FUN!! as pantae said, it was da best hui yi (memory) for da nine of us!! <3 ething was well planned n it was a FANTASTIC game tat we'll nvr forget.. n sthing tat we din expect to happen was pantae was there way too early.. (venue : DP) so, me (da "OSCAR WINNER") n sunnying (da blurest n slowest but cutest member in our group) went there early to accompany pantae.. n seriously, acting is very very tiring... T.T but luckily it was successful n pantae was cheated by me!! whee~~ XD n ething went smoothly juz tat i was very hungry til almost fainted.. hahaha.. XD hapi~~ <3 <3 okayy... next! wat samo ar.... cant rmb d... hm.. oh yea... recently, somehow n i dono how n why, i juz got sad o down easily.. wit no reason... funny rite?? i oso dono y.. probably its bcos my secondary skul life is goin to end! no more giggles n laughs between frens, no more gossiping, no more shouting like crazy, no more making noise in da class, no more eating in da class, no more running like mad during 30sec of recess n etc...... oh gosh!! im gonna miss u all like hell no matter u are my normal fren, close fren o best fren.... THIS IS FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and and, 4 more days for my secondary skul life... T.T i will hav to say BYE BYE to my skul life 4 days later..... FOREVER AND EVER!! haiy.... =(

ps : stil struggling whether shud i go to skul tml... i don wan to miss any schooling days of my secondary skul life anymore.. T.T but everyone isn't goin n all da classes are kinda boring.. =( help me pls~
pps : SPM is juz around da corner n im here FACEBOOK-ING, MSN-ING and obviously BLOGGING~ uhhh.... why am i so lazy~ T.T
ppps : i was "A LITTLE" constipated in skul today and tat wasnt a gud thing.... i suffered.. >.<
pppps : my left thumb was poked by a rusted safety pin today..... im a little worried bout it..... =S

pHeW~

uhh.. another long long time din on9.. da computer in my hse spoiled d.. cant b used at all.. so i tink after dis post i wil not b able to write another post so soon~ haiy.. juz now gt a bit emotional after viewing my darlingssssss' blog.. i don wanna leave my frens.. i don wan to end my secondary life so soon.......... T.T n actually i hav lots of thgs to share here.. wanna talk bout all d events recently.. but, no chance.. too rush d.. juz to mention one.. for my trials, sej paper 1 was juz so badly done cos i din study at all.. XP okayy.. btw, juz a post in fb n i juz fil like sharing it here.. ^^

---->莎士比亚说:
　　　再好的东西，都有失去的一天。
　　　再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。
　　　再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
　　　再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。
　　　该放弃的决不挽留。
　　　该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！
　　　也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。

　--->几米说:
　　　当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你，
　　　当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你，
　　　当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你，
　　　是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
　　　我们错过了诺亚方舟，错过了泰坦尼克号，
　　　错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。
　　　我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。
　　　你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

　---->亦舒说:
　　　人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，
　　　把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

　---->郭敬明说:
　　　我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单，我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容，
　　　我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待，却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸。

　---->刘心武说:
　　　对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。
　　　如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗！

　---->安妮宝贝说:
　　　当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。
　　　她只是寂寞。

　---->遇见平凡说:
　　　缘分像一本书。
　　　翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

　---->张小娴说:
　　　 爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
　　　 不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

　---->亦舒说:
　　　 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

　---->刘心武说:
　　　 与其讨好别人，不如武装自己；
　　　 与其逃避现实，不如笑对人生；
　　　 与其听风听雨，不如昂首出击！

　---->雪小禅说:
　　 　我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，
　　 　可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，
　　 　因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

　---->郭敖说:
　　　 我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

　　
　---->三毛说:
　　 　不要害怕拒绝他人，如果自己的理由出于正当。
　　 　当一个人开口提出要求的时候，他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。
　　 　所以，给他任何一个其中的答案，都是意料中的。

　---->梓色心晴说:
　　 　男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了。
　　 　女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

　---->玄漪说:
　　　 能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；
　　　 能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

　---->张爱玲说:
　　　 爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，
　　　 不是我爱你、我恨你，
　　　 便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

　---->郭敖说:
　　　 每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，
　　　 尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
　　　 而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
　　　 无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

　---->GARVEN说:
　　　 话是人说的，屁也是人放的，说话和放屁一样，都是一口气而已。

　---->三毛说:
　　　 某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪"。
　　　 如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

　---->张小娴说:
　　　 如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
　　　 真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

　---->张爱玲说:
　　　 因为爱过，所以慈悲；
　　　 因为懂得，所以宽容。

有时候。。。

有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。　　有时候，想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。　　　　
有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
有时候，觉得自己拥有着整个世界，一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。

有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢的无影无踪。　　　　
有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。　
有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。
有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候，你却偏执地退隐。
有时候，被别人伤害，嘴上讲没事，其实心里难过的要死。　　　　
有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。　　
其实，很想说“我很好”，或许是昧着心说谎，也只是想把最灿烂的一面，放在每个人对自己印象的首页。

p/s : dis was sthing i found in FB.. meaningful.. so i put it here.. XD again a long time din write any post.. computer spoiled.. @.@ cant on9 tat often d.. n oya!! i received a GREAT news ytd.. im so LUCKY tat i kena PLKN!!!!! mamamia~~~ hope tat i get a clean camp.. bahahahaha.. XD

sT jOhN nAtIoNaL cOmPeTiTiOn 2010~

dis was my last st john competition.. it was held on da 5th n 6th of june in Pusat Latihan Polis (pulapol) KL.. on da night b4 competition, i went to soh yong's hse to sleep overnight.. dis was to prevent myself from oversleeping.. wakaka.. XD b4 we slept, we did sum last minute works.. eg. sewing logos n ironing full u+pants.. den we slept at 12 sthing.. next morning.. woke up bout 3 sthing.. 3 hours of sleeping oni.. T.T gt prepared.. departed to SMK Munshi at 4.10a.m.. reached at bout 4.20a.m.. da gate was closed.. nobody? we waited.. after a while, another car came.. da gate was opened.. drove in.. stil nobody? waited again.. another st john area 1 member came.. he walked to sumwhere else.. lol.. actually da teams were inside there.. =.= nvm.. we waited for our group members to come 1st oni we meet wit them.. one of our supporters(justine) came.. *time to gather:4.30a.m..* i looked at my hp.. it was 4.33a.m.. where r d other 3 members? msg one of them(yingyu) as dey stayed together da nite b4 tat.. no reply.. =.= msg d other wan(andrea).. replied:"we r stil at yy's hse.." lol? stil at home? it's time to gather man.. msg d other member (swii yitt) who din stay wit anyone of us.. no reply..

me : don tel me she's stil sleeping........

soh yong n justine : won gua.......

me : hope so..........

den we waited again.. finally.. yingyu, jac, jen n andrea came.. wit lots of stuffs.. where is swii yitt den?

sze jein : where is swii yitt?

me : no idea.. i msg her but no reply..

sze jein : cal her..

i called swii yitt's hp.. nobody pick up da phone.. called her hse num.. stil no one pick up.. looked at da watch.. it's almost 5.. kept calling.......................

madam kristil : okie.. everybody get on da bus now..

us : wait.. we stil hav another member not here yet..

madam kristil : okie.. wait for a while more..

5.15 a.m..

madam kristil : we hav to go now..

den swii yitt how?? we cant compete without her rite?? we cant juz leave her.. wil we b disqualified if we don hav no.5??? all of a sudden, all these questions appeared in my mind.. wat shud i do??? oya.. keep calling.. keep calling.. n keep calling!!!!! n so... i kept calling in da bus.. til my phone out of battery.. den i borrowed soh yong's phone n kept calling.. her hp.. her hse num.. her hp.. her hse num.. again n again.. non stop.. while sze jein would b waiting n trying to find for swii yitt in malacca wit justine n jennifer.. but suddenly.. dey told me dey din wan to wait anymore.. wa.. cannot!! i kept calling.. tat time i was so scared n i tot of all da thgs tat might happen to swii yitt.. don tel me she met an accident.. o juz overslept?? o her parents suddenly don allow her to go?? cal cal cal cal cal n cal!! n finally.. around 5.45..sum1 picked up da phone.. swii yitt!! omg!! thank god!!!!!! finally she picked up da phone.. phew~~ i tink tat time she oso blank d.. din noe wat to do.. i called sze jein.. but dey were at highway d.. so.. dey decided to wait for her at da highway there.. finally........... den we came to a stop at seremban R&R.. nt long after tat.. sze jein came to meet us.. but i stil din c swii yitt.. haiy.. stil worried.. din get to wait for swii yitt to meet us there.. we went again.. sze jein waited for her there.. after a period of time again, we came to a stop at one of d petronas oil station sumwhere which i dono where.. haha.. XD after waiting for a while i saw sze jein drove in.. i saw swii yitt in her car.. finally........

after a long long time again, we finally came to pulapol.. it's so so BIG!! while da bus stopped at da guard hse, i saw a police(i tink so) standing still there wit a gun on his hand.. omg.. he could stand still without moving at all n nt blinking his eyes?? so amazing.. den da bus driver drove in.. we stopped at a hall named Dewan Pengaman.. all da team leaders went there wit our pegawai pengiring n registered.. den we went to our dorm.. drizzling at tat time.. ething turned out to b more troublesome cos we nit to bring umbrella along while carrying our luggages.. at last.. we went up.. omg.. our dorm was at da highest floor which was d 4th floor.. da worst thg was we had to go up by climbing stairs.. lol.... nvm den.. can train up our stamina rite?? tats d oni way to comfort ourselves.. after settling down, we started to get ourselves ready--put on d buttons on da full u, tie our hair up n etc.. when jac was ready she went for a talk in which we tot tat we r nt involved in tat.. manatau.. while we were relaxing n chit chatting, we received a cal from sze jein asking us to go to da Dewan Pengaman asap.. n when we were there we realized tat we were d oni few tat were late.. over 100 pairs of eyes were looking at us while we were taking our seat.. oh no! shy shy~~ haha.. den da president of dis event n Ketua Marshal n sum others gave speeches.. from their speeches we knew sthing tat we hav to follow it strictly--kawad no matter where we go.. lol!! haha.. tats kinda tiring.. n funny.. haha.. XD after tat thingy, we went for our theory test.. we tot tat it would b hard.. but there were oni objective quests dis year.. weird.. haha.. we were wrong.. altho there were oni objective quests those quests were soooooo HARD!! n there was a madam who was supposed to jaga us but kept giving us hint oni.. lol.. d funniest theory test i've ever sat b4.. a new experience!! n i was so so so thirsty while i was doin my theory test cos i din get to drink water for quite some time d.. so after da test we straight away went to da Dewan Makan for our lunch.. n of cos.. we marched there.. haha.. da meal was ok.. nth much..

n here come d opening ceremony.. it was held at da Dataran Kawad Kaki which is SOOOOOOOOO BIG!! n has a very nice view in which we could c get KLCC there.. realy nice view.. d opening ceremony was juz normal.. giving speeches.. dis n tat.. but sthing special happened..!!

yingyu : *turned to me* meiyong.. i fil dizzy........ (she was standing beside me at tat time)

me : wat?! u ok onot??

yingyu : i dono.. i fil so dizzy... *her lips n face turned to b very pale*

me : *knowing tat sth is wrong* hey.. i tink u better squat down 1st.. rest a while.. relax a bit..

yingyu : *looked at me n looked in front.. din squat down.. lol.. degil betul.. n nvr say a word..*

me : hey.. u realy doesnt seem ok le.. u better squat down n rest a while la.. *grabbed her arm to prevent her from falling*

i tink one of da madam (which i dono which state is she from) saw it.. she came to help n as she reached, yy fall onto her.. n she was shocked.. we too got shocked cos she juz fainted like tat.. omg!! den she was brought to sumwhere under da shade.. i was looking at her all da time n at da same time kept moving my fingers n toes so tat i won faint.. after she fainted, alot of participants fainted too.. probably cos of d hot sun.. n at last d opening ceremony ended.. den we had d Ujian Pakaian Seragam.. n after tat Ujian Kawad Kaki.. we din get to prac for alot of times as we were facing exams for d whole month b4 dis comp!! oh gosh.. but our performance was stil ok.. juz a few small mistakes.. after da marching comp ended we went to our dorm to clean ourselves up n den we went to da Dewan Makan again for our dinner.. after our dinner we rested for a while n went for an activity called Malam Suaikenal at Dewan Pengaman except for jac cos she had to bring our 1st aid box for sum checking.. but she did join us bak after tat.. da Malam Suaikenal was kinda boring but there were oso sum funny scenes.. sum of them realy performed it well.. while our group which is sum malaccan plus alot perak ppl performing a sketch which was quite lame.. haha.. XD b4 d activity ended we sneaked out n went bak to our dorm.. haha.. we discussed a little bout case n den slept..

da next morning we woke up kinda early n got ourselves ready again.. went to hav our breakfast n after tat Ujian Perawatan started.. our group was group NAE (Nursing Adult E team) which was middle out of all da nursing adult teams.. when it came to our turn, we were a little nervous cos we had been trained by a madam (madam hoong) for a few times n she was very strict.. da quest was very easy but it was too short tat all of us felt shocked.. juz dressing n bandaging.. i don tink we did it well but at least we had tried our best.. after tat nursing competition we had a break.. n after da break our competition continued.. dis time was Ujian Pertolongan Cemas which is short case competition.. n again we tried our best but our performance was nt as gud as last time due to lack of practices.. n at last our competition ended.. den we went to hav our lunch wit joy cos at last no more comp!! hehe.. after da lunch we had a break n we chatted.. around 3 sthing we went to da Dewan Pengaman for d closing ceremony.. but we waited for another half an hour oni it started.. speech speech speech n speech again.. i tink soh yong,ying yu n swii yitt were very tired cos dey were "fishing" all da time.. til tat time of prize giving came.. 1stly, dey gave out prizes for Nursing Cadet category.. malacca team won sth ( i forgot d.. ps ps.. ^_^) me n soh yong suddenly got excited n we shouted.. haha.. XD den Ambulance Cadet category.. n malacca did win sth oso.. n here come our Nursing Adult category.. were so nervous at tat time cos tat was our last comp n it would b da last chance for us to get da prizes d.. dey gave out d 2nd runner up for footdrill comp 1st n surprisingly our team got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~~ at least we won sthing.. won mempersiasuikan malacca.. wakakaka.. XD after we got tat prize we din hope for d other prizes ad cos we knew tat we did mistakes n there're other teams which r very very strong.. so we din realy put high hope on our short case n nursing competition.. here come da result for theory test.....

emcee : sekarang kami akan menyampaikan hadiah untuk Ujian Bertulis.. majlis menjemput..............................................(bla bla bla) tempat ketiga........ tempat kedua...... JOHAN untuk Ujian Bertulis Tahun 2010 ialah.............................................

me : *thinking* omg.. tats nt gonna b me.. no nit to c d la..

emcee : chee............

me : *thinking* c! i knew it! tats nt my surname la..

emcee : mei yong.........

me : *thinking again* is tat my name?? o juz tat fella same name as me??

emcee : dari negeri melaka..

me : OH MY GOD!! *thinkin wit my mouth opened big big!! haha..XD* cant believe it man!!

den i went to get da prize.. my hands were so shaky n i couldnt even smile properly!!!! omg!! realy couldnt believe it... nvr tot tat i wil get it.. omg!!!!!!! n slowly i calmed down.. looked at da trophy i got.. oh gosh.... dey all teased me.. asked me to use da big trophy which looked like a big cup to drink water.. haha.. XD altho i can oni hold da Piala Pusingan for one month im stil hapi.. haha.. XD at least i got sthing for my last comp.. after da closing ceremony, we took alot of picts at Dataran Kawad Kaki.. it was full of joy n fun.. after tat we went bak to our dorm n got ething prepared.. n den we went up da bus n went to The Mines b4 goin bak to malacca.. had our dinner n took pict again wit other team members as rememberance.. den.. we went bak to malacca n reached malacca at bout 11 sthing nite.. n dis is d end of my last st john competition of my life.... it ended meaningfully wit joy n happiness~~~ i love it!!!!!

p/s : phew~ finally finish typing dis post.. i hav been typing it for more than 1 week.. finally~~ now skul reopen d.. gonna b busy again.. but i stil hav lots of post bout my holidays to share here!! xiao ber (bernice)'s bday, fellowship camp n my outing wit frens!!! aww.. it wil take a long time for me to finish typing all these posts.. hope i wil get them done soon.. n last but nt least, hapi belated father's day to all da father in da world!! (father's day was on last sun) ^^

eXaMs...

oh no!!!! exams now......... haiy... pek cek ar.... don like exams.. n dis time it is kinda crazy.. we r havin exams for almost 1 month... gosh... SPM oso nt tat long la.. dono how dey arrange things lo.. haiy.. dis week is da weirdest.. we oni had 1 paper which is sejarah paper 2 on ytd.. den free for d whole week.. advantage.. we hav more time to study.. disadvantage.. i wil nt study!! hahaha.. XD im juz too lazy to study.. im always so lazy.. always wait til da last min oni start to rush.. den end up gt no time to finish studying.. adui.. *pengsan* haha.. XD but dis week is like for me to enjoy.. nt to study.. example.. on sun.. i shud b studying wit qiqi in da state library.. but ended up i studied a bit oni cos it was juz too boring n i even studied til fell asleep.. haha.. tat was da 1st time i fell asleep in tat library.. but oni for around 15 mins.. cool~ den on mon pula we went to rou er's hse.. actually planned to study but ended up............. morning woke up around 6 sthing.. went to ping ming to help my dad.. it was actually teacher's day.. den waited for my dad to come n fetch me for quite a long time.. =( so went to walk around da skul.. saw my former classrooms.. all da things seemed so small to me now.. tot of lots of funny things happened during primary skul.. wished my former teachers too.. den oni my dad came n fetched me to rou's hse.. when i reached there,tat 3 heartless ppl (qiqi,rou er n lu ee) ad finish exercising.. din even wait for me.. haiy.. sad.. =( n asked me to cook for them samo.. nvm.. i very gud wan.. hahaha.. XD after eating we planned to start studying.. flipped a few pages.. rou said....... 'im hungry!! lets go n eat!!' so we went out.. each wit a bicycle.. except for qiqi.. kesian her.. cos we were lack of bicycles.. so she asked me to fetch her.. oh gosh.. da last time i fetched others using bicycle was when i was in standard 6.. i've nt been fetching others for 5 years man.. so i took da risk.. manatau.. unstable.. haha.. den she was afraid n she decided to walk.. but at last.. stil had to fetch her.. cos she was lazy to walk.. after cycling for quite a distance , lu ee n rou er told us tat we stil hav to cycle for quite a distance.. den qiqi changed her mind.. she said her butt pain wor...... hahaha.. XD so.. i fetched her bak to lu ee's hse again to take another small bicycle which actually quite suits her.. cos tat is for SMALL KID!! haha.. XD when i looked at qiqi cycling using da small bicycle, i had a feeling tat im a mom bringing daughter out.. hahaha.. XD n da way she cycled was so funny.. n at last.. we went to 1 restaurant.. ordered drinks.. sat there for a while.. actually planned to go other fren's hse which is nearby but all weren't at home.. so after rou er "da bao" her food, we planned to go bak d.. but again.. we changed our plan.. we cycled to da seaside.. n sat there for quite a long time.. chit chatting.. felt da wind.. listened to da sound of waves.. looked at da beautiful scenery.. awww.. so nice~ ^^ when it was around 12 we decided to go bak as lu ee has taekwondo training n we realy nit to study d.. so we cycled bak.. n lu ee went bak.. so left me,qiqi n rou er in rou's hse.. oya.. nt forgetting rou's bro too.. but he nvr appeared.. haha.. n stil we din study.. qiqi wanna study but got distracted by us.. haha.. XD but at least.. we studied a bit.. after a while, we couldnt stand it anymore.. so we cycled to outside again to buy sum cold drinks.. n went bak again.. den i cooked da HAR MEE again.. da har mee which is actually maggi mee was sponsored by lu ee!! haha.. XD n we finished it.. den.. rou's mom came bak.. n she asked rou to do da pizza for us.. another type of pizza.. after eating we started to clean up da kitchen tat we'd messed up.. after cleaning we went to upstairs which is to rou's bedroom.. n we had heart-to-heart talk for a long long time.. after da long long time of chatting rou went to bath.. after she bathed me n qiqi asked her to try on her clothes n let us c.. nt forgetting da b** tat we gav her as her bday present but wit her t-shirt inside lo.... sigh.. she din follow wat she'd promised us.. haiy... den we talked again.. studied for a while oso.. till lu ee came n took her bicycle n qiqi went bak.. den me n rou continue talking for a while till i went bak.. when i reached home i was actually very hapi but after tat oni i realized tat i hav sej test on da next day.. so after cleaning up myself n had my dinner i started to study.. but i got fed up cos very pek cek studying n had lots of st john stuffs to settle.. n probably cos of too tired playing for da whole day,i fell asleep.. n da next morning i woke up.. it was 4.30 a.m.. morning call by my love@ mayzee.. n i fell asleep again n woke up at 5.. den i rushed to get my book n started to study.. i realized it was too late for me to study.. T.T after struggling for one n a half hour, i got to get myself prepared for skuling.. went to skul n sat for da test.. phew~ oh yes!! im free for dis week.. haha.. XD den chit chat wit 1 big gang of frens til da last period which is MM period by mr dennis tat is our GPK HEM.. no choice.. we couldnt continue our story n we had da lesson til skul ended.. n today.. ( shud b ytd) we went to Jusco to study.. b4 i went there, lu ee n rou came to my hse.. i had to put my hse works aside n rushed to meet n bring them to my hse from Mydin.. lol.. den dey "visited" my hse.. n i continued doin my hse works.. after tat i had spaghetti (made by lu ee) as my breakfast.. nt bad.. ^^ n den we walked to Jusco together.. on da way walking to Jusco,rou er kept complaining.. haha.. XD after reaching there we went upstairs n walked around Jusco.. tried on sum clothes n finally i found 1 nice jacket.. i had been longed for a jacket for a long time d.. at last i found.. but after tat i realized tat i din bring much money n da amount of money i brought was nt enuf to pay for da jacket.. sad.. so we went on walking til we met qiqi which was sitting at da food court having meal wit her sis.. chit chat for a while n my love @ mayzee came to find us.. she had been finding for us for around half an hour n at last she found.. but we weren't following her to da library in Jusco as sthing happened there b4 we reached.. tat in charge ppl there said we ponteng skul.. so we decided nt to go there.. n at last.. me n rou ended up shopping while lu ee n qiqi carrying CHEMISTRY REFERENCE BOOK n walked wit us.. we tried on clothes,shoes,high heels,pants n etc.. n while shopping we met my love@ mayzee again wit bren n shinyee.. we were chatting happily at 1st but suddenly my love received a cal.. n she was like very shocked.. we knew sthing's wrong.. her tears started to drop.. she told us tat her grandma in pahang had juz passed away.. we were all very shocked too.. n d oni thing we could do at tat time was to comfort her.. den we accompanied her to wait for her sis to come n fetch her bak n pack things to go to pahang.. after tat we continued shopping around til my love msg me n asked us to grab da chance to study.. i promised her.. so rou went to buy a shorts n i got to borrow money from my babe @ rou to buy tat jacket.. after tat we went to da food court n ordered sum food n we started to revise.. but i regretted buying da lo shu fun as my lunch cos it was very salty.. den i accompanied qiqi to Popular to buy add maths exercise book but we din get to buy cos qiqi couldnt make da decision of which revision book to buy.. so we went bak to food court again n when we were juz about to buy a sushi to eat, lu ee called me n told us tat rou's mom came.. so we went bak together.. dey sent me bak as my hse was very near to Jusco.. n den i had my dinner,watched tv n im here now blogging.. but gtg d as it's very late now n i stil hav skul on tml.. hm.. juz wanna tel my love @ mayzee tat u muz b strong ya!! im always here to support u.. so as ur yamfu @ rou n taoki @ qiqi n lots of ur frens.. don tink too much k?? gambateh~~ ^^

思念。。。

思念
是笔墨难以形容的
思念
是言语无法表达的
思念
是心中最真诚的感受

突然
好想念被你拥抱的感觉
突然
好怀念被你呵护的感觉
突然
好希望你能回到我身边
突然
好想让一切都重新来过

但是
一切都已来不及了
你离开了
去了很远的地方
你快乐吗？
我没有答案
但我希望你是快乐的
只想对你说
“妈 ，我好想你。。。”


p/s : 今天是母亲节。。我特别写了一首诗 ，献给我天上的妈妈。。 妈 ，母亲节快乐哦。。我会永远都那么爱你。。 你要快乐喔。。 =)

for those who cant read chinese words , dis is juz a poem for my mom.. n im here to wish all da mom in da world.. hapi mother's day.. ^^

ThE sTrEnGtH oF mInDsEt...

A daughter complains toward the father that everything is difficult. She finds it hard to cope with life, seem a problem just resolved, the new problem appeared again, she’s tired. Her father is a cook. He bring her into the kitchen. He goes toward first to pour some water into 3 pots, then put on the fire. Soon, the water is boiling. He put some carrots in the first pot, put an egg into the second pot and put some coffee powder into the third pot. 20 minutes later, father off the fire, take out the carrot. Go to the second pot take out the egg, and then ladling up the coffee to a cup. The father turns to ask his daughter: ‘Kid, what do you come in sight of?’ ‘Carrot, egg, coffee’ She says. He lets her come closer to touch the carrot. She notices the carrot becomes soft. The father then lets the daughter take the egg, breaking it, peel the egg shell, this is a cooked egg. Last, the father lets her drink a mouthful of coffee. Taste to the very thick coffee, the daughter smiles, she asks: ‘Father, what does this mean?’ The father says: ‘three things face same adverse circumstances-boiling water. But its reflection is not same.’ The carrot, before put in to the pot, it is strong and hard, after putting into the boiled water, it becomes soft, becomes weak. The egg is originally crumbly, the very thin outer shell protects the internal organs of the liquid, once the boiled water cook, the internal organs become hard. The coffee bean powder then is very special, entering boiling water, they changed the water then. We can learn how carrot, egg and coffee bean react in the difficulties and adverse circumstances. They can accept defeat, can become stronger, and even can change environment/surrounding. The father says:
‘You cannot change the environment, but can change yourself ;
You cannot change the fact, but can change an attitude ;
You cannot change the past, but can change the present ;
You have no command over others, but can control yourself ;
You can't predict tomorrow, but can hold on today ;
You can't be doing smooth and well in everything, but can devote your best effort ;
You can't change weather, but can change a mood ;
You can't change facial appearance, but can emerge with smiling face.’
Yes, the mindset sometimes is important compares with others......