Do you realize that you've completely turned into another person ever since you been there? I dont know if it is because of the new environment or what but you're kinda like a stranger to me now.. you're so rude to others now and the rudeness is all shown in ur actions and ur words.. why are you so mean to others? do you have to behave like this all the time? do you really think that it's the only way to protect urself from being hurt by others? sometimes, I just feel like you're such a hypocrite.. you can just tell lies without feeling guilty and you can still act like normal.. I think the award for the best liar is meant for you.. you're telling more lies than truths nowadays and you dont even feel bad about it? I just dont understand why must you change to this kind of person.. people normally change to be a better person but you're just becoming worse and slowly turn to be a stranger to me.. I dont even know who you are anymore.. I know thats not the actual you but why? why did you do all these things? why must you do things that give me the feeling as if you're seeking attention from others? are you really that desperate to get someone to care for you? or you're still hoping that the particular person who has disappointed you to care for you again? just stop all these nonsense kayy.. that person is not gonna come back anymore cause that fella doesnt even give a damn about those things you do.. and now you're hurting someone else just because that person have hurt you like this before? haiy.. there are too many things I wanted to tell you but I just couldn't write them all out here.. I just wish that you'll get back to the normal you again.. let the angel in you show herself :)
To the original you, please come back......
