ThE rOaD nOt TaKeN...

yayy im back people!! XDD okay i know that's lame.. =.= hm.. it has been 3 months since the last time i blogged.. woots! thats long.. hee.. XP lots of things can happen in three months time.. besides all the outings with my darlings, i think the happiest thing that happened in the past 3 months was............... *drum rolls*................................... TADAAAAAAAA~ my P license!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! and this morning was actually the first time i drove after i've got my P for such a long time.. TEEHEE.. kinda smooth, i think.. XP just that i havent get used to the new car.. and the most embarrasing moment---- the wipers swept when i actually wanted to give a signal to turn right.. :/ *shy* but i think its okay, cause my dad's car is a little bit different from my instructor's car.. *it's not an excuse.. XP* i will get used to it one day and be a PROFESSIONAL driver.. heeeeee.. XP

okay back to the topic! :/ i am currently studying form6 in Malacca High School.. and i realized how nice my former school, IJC is after studying in MHS for 2 weeks.. not talking bad about MHS but seriously, i prefer IJC.. especially the canteen.. XP you will never know how horrible a school canteen could be until you "visit" the canteen in MHS.. =S and because of that, i've got to eat nasi lemak for every recess i have in that school.. :/ *note: my dad has to buy the nasi lemak for me every morning!! haiy..* anyway, lookin at the positive side, i have a great class teacher! she's humorous and super niceeee!! haha.. i like the way she teaches us but not the homeworks she gave us.. :/ after attending classes for a week, i realized that studying in form6 is actually not that bad.. the problem is, can i do it? i am just not that kind of student that will glue my eyes on the revision books and put in alot of effort even if the exams are around the corner.. indeed, i am lazy.. T.T

and when i thought that form6 was my only option to further studies, i received a letter from the Sin Chew Corporation last week informing me that i've got their scholarship to do my A-levels in Inti Subang.. i was definitely shocked when i knew about it cause i'd never thought that i will get it as i think my performance during the interview wasnt that good.. but still, they gave me the scholarship.. am i happy? maybe a little, cause i dont have to go to form6.. XP i dont have to wake up so damn early every morning to go to school and wouldnt have to take the risk that i may have gone bald due to the stress i have to cope with when i'm sitting for the STPM.. =S now, the problem is, the expenses that i have to spend if im gonna study there is wayyyyyy HIGHER than if i stay put in form6.. money issueeeeeeeeee.. T.T and im afraid that if i couldnt get a good result in my A-levels *choi choi & touch wood!*.. i might face the risk that i wont get any scholarship to continue my degree course and this will be a BIGGGGGGGG PROBLEM cause, haiy........ money issue againnnnnnnnnnnnn.. T.T

oh God, can You lead me to the right path? i am afraid to make a move now cause any decision that i'm gonna make now will change my life.. i dont want to regret in the future when i look back at the decision that i've made this time.. :(

p/s : 不要先学会可惜，才懂得珍惜...

pps : i dont know whats wrong with my blog.. :( this post is supposed to be full of colors but when i post it all the colors disappear.. :/