mY mOm

i had lost my mom last dec.. she left us without saying a word.. i can stil rmb wat happened tat day.. i saw her lying on da bed with no heartbeat n breathing.. n i can stil rmb da last time i touched is when she was goin to be put into da coffin.. me n both my sis help her to wear sum accessories.. i touched her hands for da one last time to help her to wear da bracelet.. her hands was nt as warm as last time.. it was full of coldness.. n da bracelet couldn't realy fit in n yet da undertaker stil wanna me to help my mom to wear it.. my heart was realy pain tat time.. n when my aunt saw tat she started to cry.. i've forced myself nt to cry.. n finally da bracelet was successfully wore.. n i don get to touch her hands again starting from tat sec.. i can only see her thru a piece of glass.. tat was da furthest distance i had wit her.. though she was juz right in front of me.. bt i couldn't even talk to her o touch her.. tat was realy sth sad.. bt i couldn't change sth tat had become da truth.. i could only accept it.. dis few months i alwiz hope tat i was jz dreaming n i'll wake up in juz a little while.. i even slapped myself.. bt all dis doesn't work.. at all.. all dis stil can t change da truth.. da fact.. haiy.. so now i can only hope n pray hard tat she'll be happy in another world.. n i knew tat when i see da brightest star in da sky blinking at nite, it is you, my precious mom.. watching me from da sky n supporting me alwiz~~