eNd Of ThE wOrLd...

why am i talking about this topic?? i dont know.. maybe its because of the natural disasters that had struck New Zealand and Japan recently?? or maybe its because of a post i've read in FB just now? or both?? i have no idea.. just feel so sad for our mother Earth.. haiy.. but seriously, i dont want the world to end so soon!!!!!!! uhhh.. i have never pattoh before.. i have not spent enough time with my friends and family.. and etc etc.. i want to live till 100 years old!! LOL.. XD i am just 17++ this year and i haven't even enjoyed my life to the fullest yet.. T.T

i dont want to leave this world with regrets... i dont want to have ANY regrets in my life.. but i know, thats like kind of impossible.. haiy.. and now, thinking of some silly acts i've done before and some silly words i've spoken before, i feel regret.. i am not talking about those kind of crazy and silly yet funny things that i've done before but something else... something else that i dont want to mention anymore.. yes, lets forget about that! i hope i can do it and i think i can do it!! XDD because i know, time will heal it.. =)

truth to be told, i am afraid of death.. i dont want to die at young age.. XD i am always in fear when i am sick.. hehe.. cause i think too much... XP but sometimes, i just hope that i could disappear from this world.. hehe.. but i will always change my mind after that.. kekeke.. you know, women change their mind too often.. ^^

(the above paragraphs were actually written like weeks ago.. lol.. so i will be writing something that is not so related to the topic from now on.. hee.. =D)

today is the day...... obviously not the end of the world but a day that can totally affect a past year(2010) form5 students' mood.. so, its obvious that im talking about the SPM results.. hee.. i saw alot of people cried, screamed, laughed like mad and jumped around today.. even before we get the small little paper which will affect our future, some of them already knew their results.. and this made those who were still waiting, to get more nervous.. lol.. XD when i was waiting to get my results, i dont actually have that kind of nervous feeling.. dont ask me why, cause i also dont know why.. haha.. my friends told me that it's because i have confident in myself that i will get good results but i dont think that's the reason.. i just got no feeling.. =.= lol.. haha.. but that feeling did come to me for a short while when i saw my class teacher brought in that stack of PAPERS to the hall.. right before i got my results from my class teacher, the stupid school announced those straight A's student to everyone.. and yea, im one of them.. i was shocked for a while, and then got back to my "no feeling" mood, while the other straight A's students screamed and jumped around like they're going to cause earthquake to happen in our school.. haha.. okayy.. this is a little exaggerating.. XP

after we got our results, we went to the T-Bowl Restaurant for our lunch and that was actually my 1st time to have my meal there.. hehe.. very sua gu hor.. XDD so the food there were okay and i got damn full cause i got extra food from my friend.. hee.. then we went to Hotel Equatorial.. ahem.. haha.. we actually went there to relax ourselves and thats quite a good place to go if you are in an emo mood.. lol.. XD and i felt so nice sitting beside the swimming pool and chit chat with my friends.. that feeling was.................WONDERFUL!! lets go again next time! =) then we went to pasar malam in bukit beruang and bought our dinner there.. we had our dinner at jenn's house and we got to see free performance from her sister.. haha.. then im now here in zee's hse blogging but before this we went for a random plan again which is to eat at Brother John.. lol.. random.. =.= haha..

okayy.. im short of time now cause i got to go back soon.. T.T so, i will blog again if i have the chance.. =) tata~

HaNgOuT ♥ ♥

woohoo~ didnt expect that i will update my blog so fast?? hehe.. cos i had a fantastic hangout wit my wonderful DARLINGSSS sekalian.. XDD went out for da whole day which is from 8 in the morning till 12 midnight!! LOL.. XD

here's the schedule :

8.00a.m. -- i got ready and my aMAYZEEing love came to fetch me! ♥

thats how i looked like when i woke up early in the morning and got excited to get into the car.. LOL..

and the 1st thing i do when i get into the car........

take photo with my SUPER NISSE !!! kekeke.. ^^

9.00 a.m. -- reached Stadium Tun Fatimah n met rou, jiaying and jac...

kononnya "warm up".. XPP

after playing for a while in the park, we decided to start jogging.....

but..................

we just jogged for a while and then started to take photo.. hehe.. =)

and jumped around.. LOL.. XD

as we were walking around, we found this.....................................

a giant spider???? LOL.. wit an unknown monster beside "it".. XD

somehow but i dont know how, all of us became NERDSSS.........

LOL.. this is SUPER DUPER nerdy~~

never seen sexxay nerds before??? nah~ XDD

and then we became normal again and started meditating.....................

before we leave, taking photos is a MUST! XD

this is random... =.= hahaha..

11.00 a.m. -- we left the stadium and went to a restaurant (lol? izzit? XD) n had our BRUNCH! ^^ then, we went to Super Nisse's house to clean ourselves up and before that............................ nyehehehehehe.. * evil smile*

MAHJONG again!!!!! =D just to fill up the time we need to digest our food before we bath and to relax our mind so that we wont get Alzheimer's.. LOL..

1.00 p.m. -- everyone pom pom ad.. sooo...... we decided to watch Black Swan which is a show that i've watched before.. but it was still very fun to watch it again with them cos their reactions were so FUNNY... gahahahaha.. XD

4.00 p.m. -- started to wander and loiter around the house and lay on the bed cos we've got nothing to do after watching Black Swan..

5.oo p.m. -- fetched kei to Pei Zing Restaurant cos she has to work there and we headed to Station 1 Kopitiam in Batu Berandam.. made so much noise and played games there.. most exciting game---- HEART ATTACK.. LOL.. XD

7.00 p.m. -- fetched bren from her house and we went to the old Jusco.. we took our dinner there at Kenny Roger and we were realy very very FULL!!!!! and then, we watched movie at MBO and the show was I Am Number Four.. it was actually quite nice cos there are lots of kinda cool scenes but we were actually expecting that there'll be I Am Number Four 2 in the future.. XD

11.00 p.m -- everyone started to go back and the driver for that day, aMAYZEEing planned to drive me, bren n rou home.. took alot of pictures again when we were at outside of bren's house but im not able to upload them here now.. lol.. and she fetched me back afterwards..

12.00 p.m. -- as i was thinking " oh finally i can clean myself up and get a good night sleep.......... " , i heard a voice calling my name speaking so softly that at first i tot it was my illusion.. and it was ah zee ar~ LOL.. she told me that she lost her phone and we were like looking for her phone all over but stil didnt manage to find it.. as we were thinking and talking about it, all of a sudden rou shouted............................. OH MY GAHHHHHHHHHHH~~ and took the phone out from the below of the seat beside the driver's seat.. and thats how we found it.. so, they drove off to rou's house and i guess zee is staying over there right now.. XD

now its almost 3 o'clock in the morning and finally i managed to finish typing this post.. and now i should keep my fingers crossed and hope that i can get up early in the morning tomorrow which is around 6 o'clock cos i've got car driving lesson.. GAHHHHHH.. wrong timing man.. =.= so, i gotta say bye bye to ya all now and im goin to bring myself to my bed and zzZZ........... tata~ ♥

oOpS!

oopsssie~ teehee.. here i am.. in my blog.. after such a loong looooooong time.. lol.. i actually wanted to make it a 2month anniversary for not posting anything in my blog but time passes wayyy too SLOW.. so, i've decided to post it two days earlier! ^ ^

hm.. sometimes, i dont even know why should i hav dis blog.. im not able to post how i feel most of da times and my blog posts are soooooo boringggg.. i guess im making my readers feel bored at times.. oh wait, there are actually ppl reading my blog? lol.. =.= and yes, i hav been resting from blogging for too long and now i have no idea what to write.. uhh.. a bit down huhh..

owww.. i didnt write anything about CNY and Valentine's Day.. im goin to make it short short shorttttttttttttt.. CNY--- hm.. quite ok.. just that i dont hav da CNY mood dis year and i dont know why.. XP but i had a great time wit my family and friends during CNY.. no doubt! ^ ^ and guess what, my dad forgot to give us angpau on da 1st day.. LOL! XD valentine?? im all alone.. :'( oh no no.. i've got Mr. L.. GOTCHA!! hehe.. its actually my license L.. hehe.. XP

ppl rot and rust at home but me?? NEVER.........!!! currently helping my dad in canteen.. it's a tired job.. i finally feel how my parents felt for dey've been working there for da past 10+ years.. lol.. teachers and students, they wil never be satisfied and they just cant stop complaining.. SHOOOOOOOOOOOTT them!!!!! and when they complaint, my dad gets frustrated and when he's frustrated, OH NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! i gotta hide myself in a small hole and cover both of my ears.. anyways, sometimes it's nice to work there.. some of the kids are so cute! ^ ^ and they do cheer me up sometimes when im down.. and there's one CUTE little kid and he's so cute that i think im falling for him.. LOL.. just kidding.. im too old.. XPP

i want my license P AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! but, too bad, i have just started my first lesson few days ago.. =( argh.. by the time i get my P, i would be in the "lovely" NS camp ad.. after NS i might be at somewhere to further my studies.. so, when can i drive?? gahhhhhhhhh.... -__________________________________-

i should brush up my english.. getting more and more terrible nowadays.. even writing dis short post is a problem for me.. it took me quite long.. =.= and i guess im stil havin some grammatical errors here and using some wrong words.. XP forgive me! hehehe..

ps : im a little sick recently.. will keep my fingers crossed and hope that everything is gonna be fine.. i want a HEALTHY body!!
pps : im loving this quote---- WHY SO RANDOM?? hee.. =D
ppps : im so sorry.. =(
pppps : i miss you......................... :'(
ppppps : i hate making choices and decisions..

pppppps : oh.. and yes.. i fulfilled my promise.. changed my style of blogging.. =))